R a i n b σ w s ♥

2011-12-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

I am aware of how extremely awkward and boring I am of a person these days. How uncaring and sensitive i've become, and me simply drifting off to another world all the time (;^;). I don't even have a clue of when I started becoming this new person and I'm becoming desperate in finding my old self again. I've been feeling so left out, lonely and empty this last half of the year. Shockingly even so with Hima and Ruth. I seem to be unable to pull myself back and I keep daydreaming - I don't know about what, but recently I've been imagining about me becoming this awesome new girl and going to a new school and creating new memories with people I can attach myself to and not feel the least bit negative about anything - and I can't seem to grasp reality anymore. Sigh. I don't know how people can think of me as this smartass bitch who thinks she can do better than everyone in everything and looks down on people and - LIKE, I'm really retarded if you must know. I pretty much have many negative thoughts already put on myself for my lacking in math and science and whatnot. I don't even think I'm quite as up to standard in my grades against everyone else in my school, much less look down on anyone. Gahhhh. I realize I keep to myself alot more then when I was in primary school. And everyone was so awesome and didn't bitch about others as much. Well, in my case that is. I've had my fair share of cold wars and fights and got all muddle-headed. I'm already sick of all that, I wish people would just tell people what they feel is wrong with them instead of gossiping to others about others flaws, but it isn't as easy eh? Sometimes I feel that I talk better and feel more comfortable with my younger peers, guys sometimes too, they don't really have emo-fights don't they? Majority I mean. I feel like i'm wasting a person's time all the time, I can't make conversation, and I feel like an.. annoyance. Oh goddd, this is turning so depressing :o. But what's left with my life anyway? I can't even laugh as easily anymore. Ahhh. You are such a fail KL. OTL. (-.-). I do realize how much of a fake I am, trying to become more mature and less annoying, but I can't help being childish and annoying, but because I've kept hearing how annoying I was since last year, I've been trying to make a change. This is all going wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Fuckkk. (-_-)

2011-11-20T17:18:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile. I feel like such an idiot right now. -.-

So the thing is. I lost my phone. Again. In a taxi today. I feel fucking miserable.

I was groggy because i couldn't sleep the other day. My eczema was working up and it kept me awake the whole night. We had to wake up at 5 WTF. We took a taxi. Then. We stopped at Changi Ferry point. We were supposed to have an outing with some of my dad's friends to Pulau Ubin. I was last to go out of the taxi so i wasn't alert and ended up leaving my phone in the taxi. Actually, my dad had left his phone in the office the day before and thus was phone-less. We had to rush to a nearby convenience store to use the public phone there to ring my phone. But to no avail -.-. I was really pissed because I didn't have my sleep and now my phone was lost. Dad was really pissed too. Some of my dad's friends were roped in to help. They called Comfort Taxi and gave them all the details but all we were given was a " Sorry, but we found nothing here. " I SWEAR that i left it on, and i'm pretty fucking sure my ringtone is friggin' loudddd. Some shitty bastard or bitch must have had gotten on their hands on it. My dad had calmed alittle bit by then and unexpectedly tried to calm me down. I was literally shaking and felt like crying at that moment but I knew it was of no help, so I just shut up and cursed at the heartless bastard/bitch who had a hold of my phone. However, the day was really great and I felt SOOO much better.

We took a ferry ride to Pulau Ubin and rode vans to our destination. It seems HSBC had sponsored the trip. We went into this really tiny museum and then went to the back where we entered a vast land with a beautiful sea and patched small islands in the background. We had ' teatime ' there even though it was only 8am. We then played games to get to know each other better. Seems they had a really well-planned schedule. There were actually alot of families together so the game kind of bonded us. One person had to come up and act out a Disney Movie or Song title. The Disney Movies were awesome LOL, but all the song titles were oldies LOLOL. We split into groups where we competed for points and our groups unexpectedly won with me guessing Aladdin right. ( the actor was dancing like a snake and I immediately thought of India XD ) Then we had a treasure hunt where we needed to find answers to questions related to the mangroves and eco-systems and other landmarks. We had to go to this tall iron and wood tower and climb up to find the height of it. It was so freaking tall and there were too many people on top so the tower literally started shaking! LOL We walked along this longlonglong path where we were surrounded by trees. Then the trees started to clear and then it was a vast sea and alot of mud and water around. The mangrove tree's roots were seriously eye-catching and we saw alot of baby mangrove crabs and mud skippers at the bottom. Of course we were on top of this very sturdy, solid wooden platform and metal bars to keep us from falling into the mud. The breeze was really nice and I was feeling quite comfortable chatting with Lisabelle. When everyone gathered at some shelter, everyone handed in their answer sheets and our group got first again for answering most of them right. ( WTF? ) So we won fried crab crackers, nuts, potato chips and glico panda biscuits :o. I kind of made friends with my dad's customer's daughters. One was 18 and the other 13. Annalisa and Lisabelle respectively. I communicated more with Lisabelle because we were born the same year. It was interesting really. Then she pointed out these signs with boars and monkey pictures on them and they said : " please do not feed the wild animals. " I was abit puzzled because there were none of such animals around the area. But then some small baby boars started running out of the shady trees and took us all by surprise. Some of them fed them rock cake ( the ones eaten during chinese new year. ) and some gave them nuts WTFF? Then the supposedly mother boar came and she was so fucking hugeeee! :o. After which all of us got into the same vans again. We were waiting in the van to set off when this monkey started lurking around the back window. Then Nerrisa coo-ed, " MY MONKEY FRIEND! " and started humming these weird tunes. Annalisa and Lisabelle were pretty laid back and they laughed. While on the road, there were many cyclers. We decided to wave to them while they got left behind riding their bikes in the hot sun while we were in our air-conditioned van. Kind of like mocking them XD. So because the back window of the window is really large. Its really fun to wave at them and laugh at their reactions. Some waved while riding and others gave us dirty looks XD. Others couldn't care less and some just pulled a straight face. We reached a restaurant and the food was yummy especially the crabs. YUM! But I still felt really worried about the phone. After the meal we all took group pictures and then took a ferry back home. So i'm here in the office, writing this horribly quick so I can go do smth else. HEARTLESSBITCH/BASTARD, Y U NO GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE AND HAVE NO HEART?! _|_ Now I no entertainment and cannot contact anyone. How nice. Anyways gtg. BYEEEEEE.

2011-07-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today, haiz. Was tiring.

Tuesday, is sooo boring. The only awesome part is no maths.

Today, Mdm Ng came into our class just to say that we would be able to win CHOCOLATE, SNACKS, SWEETS, MOVIE VOUCHERS AND SPORTS VOUCHERS! Through sprite dollars...

Wow Mdm Ng, couldn't have chosen a better name for our 'points' now could 'ya.

5 points for EACH irrelevant action ( towards maths ). Did I mention how much Mdm Ng becomes so bias towards some people sometimes? She pretty much gets annoyed all the time and if we want to ask a question she just waves our question away as if we can wait forever for our question to be answered, tells us to meet her after school, then says she's busy and tells us to come look for her next time, and the cycle repeats itself. -_-, the class pretty much passed after much perseverance to work hard over this subject. Every class has a math genius, we're lucky to have so many awesome math people in our class, how would we math-lazies survive?

During DnT, we made our own key-chains. It was a very complicated process for me to get my 'shaped' keychain I have dangling over my wallet now. Lets start.

Now, I started out thinking of a chicken, and then I thought, I would have quickly messed it up.

So, I thought of other foodies, cupcakes, strawberries, I kept changing my design while the other were already sawing through the about-to-be key-chains. I was immediately reminded of Toradora, when James asked me to draw Taiga ( Tiger ) for him. The scene when she wore a cute dress and angel wings made me want to make a wing design, then i changed it into a star because of the christmas decoration Ryuuji was holding for Taiga ( you might not get the idea if you haven't watched the anime, the show itself is a masterpiece, its a must watch. ) But then a piece of wood got stuck in it while cutting the corners of the star. Sigh. Then I used the other half and drew a wings, but epicly failed making it into the shape of a foot. o___O.

Anyways, Mr Gary was nice enough to forgive my dumbass mistake and gave me another piece of plastic. I decided to go with the star, since I loved stars. Jerome favoured the cupcake idea, but then eventually decided to help me with my star :D. He's so good at it, I must admit. The star's three heads were perfect until the last two, where it became smaller then the others so it looked extremely weird. I was all grateful to Jerome but then decided to cut off the piece so it would look like a half star, all left with 2 heads and 1/2 a head on the sides. The 'fierce' teacher was abit grumpy at first, but as he constantly helped me improved my shapes, he became alot more gentler, and he certainly was a nice man.

So now i'm left with that k-like-shaped 3 head starred shape. It sorta looks like a ninja star.

Ah well, the shape does have an interesting story and shape behind it, so I guess I sort of like it :)

During english lesson I got slightly fed up with Jason and his grammar lol. I talked a tad to much and spit saliva. It was so embarrassing D: , I felt like digging a hole and jumping into it and killing myself. I apologised, at least he didn't take revenge on me lol.

Don't judge me on that incident kay, Don't judge me, I will judge you. >:)

After school, me, hima and Yi Chin went to the bubble tea shop located near the school building where we bought chicken popcorn ( mmmhhh ) and noodles. It was delicious.

After which I went to band pratice and Mr Ong decided to make me learn ANOTHER new instrument ( I think its abit to much to learn , I've been playing the clarinet, flute, tenor saxophone, bass clarinet, contra bass since primary school. And now, he wants me to play the Baritone saxophone, its abit to much you know. ) Well anyway, it was easier then expected since it was pretty similar to the tenor saxophone, though i'm still getting into the baritone's super low and confusing notes :\.

I think thats about it, i haven't done my homework, bye!

xxx

Kirin

2011-07-12T21:52:00.005+08:00

Harlo :D.

Today's monday ~

I woke up EXTRA early ( 5:00 am ) today so I could get to school early.

I took a shower, changed, ate breakfast, brushed my teeth and headed out. ( 5:45 am )

Grr, I was so tired and suddenly got struck with a bad headache .__. .

It was especially warm that morning ( usually its pretty dense and dark ). I rushed alot,

considering how I had to take the train from Boon Keng ( where I walked from bendemeer )

and then alight at hougang where I take either bus 132 or 165 to school. Its the fastest route

I had discovered myself, after trying out different numbered buses, this route has saved chickenloads of time, I swear by it :O! ( Don't even ask me to use the taxi, I thrift. )

To my amazement, I reached the school as early as 6:40 plus ( which is an accomplishment I suppose, considering how I was such a latecomer the first semester. ) !

The band is like, a really active bunch. Teamwork and Unity is a must in our band. We often message each other or give and take, and most band members go online facebook alot. We have this group where they announce dates and events coming up. So far, this year has been the most hectic and most mind-boogling year. The JC college band exchange, SYF, Australian Perth Trip, Tampiness combined wind band performance and today's Australian Ocean Reef Senior High School exchange programme ( And then the un-confirmed year end band concert, National Day perf., band exchange with 4 other bands coming up, blah blah blah -.- ). Anyways, so I rushed to the band room and to my dismay, they were not yet there D:, I proceeded back to the canteen where half-way the route I met Audrey, and then we went to the ' 1E1-2 class table ' and chatted with Adam and the others. About ten minutes later, my seniors found me, asking me to help them set up the chairs in the hall. So we setted it up, and counting by the the number of people ( Ocean Reef + SGS = Numbers ), it was hella big.

After the classes all went up, all the members proceeded to the band room. We set up our instruments, and then brought everything up to the hall, after setting up we went to the canteen where the teachers-in-charge brought us curry puffs to eat ( YUMMYYY! ) It was tiring just moving around like that -.-. So anyways, we went up agn to the hall to warm-up our instruments and enjoy the air-con XD. THEN, THEY CAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

We had prepared balloon flower wristlets for the exchanged overseas members. It was awkward trying to give the wristlets to random people I didn't know. LOL.

After a few minutes, we brought them up to the hall and we introduced ourselves. I discovered they were a somewhat Jazz band. They had some guitarists, keyboardists, vocalists and bassists. It was thrilling. I was simply mesmerized by the way they talked, it wasn't like ' I-have-an-accent ' type of voice, they were really friendly and they were really confident and weren't all shy like we SGS band members were. Sort of like a little bounce in their words.

I was somehow selected to help tour the older students through the school. I toured the vocalists along with my sec 2 senior, Wen Jing. So nervous lol. They were really humble and nice though, like saying how our school was a really beautiful and scenic place ( Thank god we didn't let them see some of the toilets D: , I doubt it would have been scenic for them.. ). After the tour, we practiced numerous pieces, we read their music scores and they read ours, theirs were kinda easy for me o___o. Omg, when the guitarists played, it sounded so cool, yet so painful, because they stood right behind me :\. I'm definitely gonna learn guitar one day, for sure! >:D.

Anyways, then we did a little performance for some classes, us and Ocean Reef combined, cooool.

It sounded so awesome I'M TELLING YA!!! Then we took a group photo, but it was abit hard, lens was to small lololololol ( It was the same when we combined with another Aussie band Carine High, the two bands tgt were too effin' big. XD ). I am sooo missing them :'(

They all so chio and handsome leh, sniff, lol.

Especially Macbelle, I chatted with her, she played the flute, she was so funny!

Anyways, we sent them off the bus and we sent our best wishes to them.

Haiz...

Anyways, then I helped carry the chimes and percussions down, they were freaking heavy XD.

Then I walked to class with Emily ( 1e1-1 ) then we realised we changed classes -.-.

MATHS, THE SUBJECT SUCKED :(.

Anyways bye ~

xxx

Kirin.

2011-07-06T19:34:00.003+08:00

Today was pretty light. No homework :D.

For afternoon assembly there was a talk from a teacher from Nanyang Poly.

She soooo funny. Everyone laughed alot. Then she also ask us questions. I won like, a USB thingy. It looks so cute :D. But I don't know what I should do with it o__O.

Then after school I went to Hima's house. Yi Chin said she had already come back. She didn't come to school though. I then found out she was still unpacking, and she didn't do her holiday homework. -__-. She had gotten braces and she looked quite very normal in them! Anyways, so we watched the final episode of WGM together, and we were just thought the ending was ridiculous. How could it end? It was like part of a cliffhanger. -__-. So anyways, we walked around the house all awkward and she was very... ticklish? She laughed at anything I did and said.

Jet lag? o___O.

Then we went to meet Yi Chin near her house there so hima can take her homework to copy down. But Yi Chin forgot the book since she thought it was there. So Hima became depressed about her homework and all. So I offered to help her Geo. Ruth called her up, so we'd meet at NEX. I assume she told Hima to take a taxi so it would be faster. Apparently, Ruth was desperate to meet Hima, quite the obvious choice when not meeting your Best Friend for a long time. Then Ruth paid our taxi fare, of course we were grateful :). We got excited seeing each other. Then we were deciding on what to eat. And we ended up at a shaved ice place. We tried shaved ice chocolate and it tasted refreshing and delicious. Though we did mess ourselves abit

( not to mention me spitting chocolate on Ruth because she was making me all giggly and laughing. ) We proceeded to Comics Connection. Then they browsed abit there where Ruth bought badges and she finally discovered Kim Jonghyun's name tag, which according to her was a hard find. Eeee, then what arh..? Oh yeah, then we went to McDonald's. Ruth bought twister fries ( which were absolutely crisp and yummy :DD ), coke and Lemon Tea for us. We chatted about stuff and, as always, Ruth organized her things as we ate. After filling up on the drinks and fries, we went back home. Me and Ruth, Hima all alone :O.

Ruth and I took the bus home, then we started talking about her school, classmates, then about her lifting up guy's shirts and how they ain't mad 'bout it. So we went along from there, horny classmates and a happy-go-lucky guy who has a pretty bad family background who likes to bounce as he walks. Ah, how random life can be -.-''.

We're all meeting up again on the 15th of July, can't wait! :DDD

xxx.

Kirin

2011-06-19T00:36:00.002+08:00

Anneyong.

Firstly, lemme bang my head on the wall for a sec.

Done.

Now, what i'm about to write today is STILL about Yongseo.

I have reflected ( for no reason whatsoever ) on my writing yesterday.

Ranting on Yongseo and how they are meant for each other and so on.

But i've suddenly woken up from reality and i've once again realised...

That WGM is a variety show. And obviously the missions and trips were scripted

just so it will be a more entertaining show for the viewers who are delusionally shipping

a couple that have been casted on a show for hopes that it will raise the popularity of the show, even going as far as to get idol stars onto the show, even though the very first couples were not A-list celebrities and yet received yet positive response, but young and good-looking idols! Who knew? I've so heard that when Kim Hyun Joong was first casted into the show, he recieved quite a bad response as he was an idol and the regular viewers did not like it at all. But now all there is are couples formed by idols. Onto the point, every viewer will think this.

Scripted or NOT scripted?

This has been bothering me since watching episode 50. I've searched it up through google, k-pop sites and tumblr and many other places that may reveal the actual situation of what idols do off-screen. It seems the PDs of the show say that only during the beginning, since it is abit awkward, they do script some things in so that they will interact more and erm... are pushed together and forced to actually get more comfortable with each other. And then the later episodes they just go with the flow and everything else they do is what they bother to contribute to the 'fake-marriage'. Even I ( though I do not wish to think about ) sometimes feel they're just doing it for the money or maybe for their fans. But srsly, I just wish I knew what went through their minds. Tumblr has been twisting my brain around for ages and now I do not know of what to expect from a person who had shipped them, and then starts critisizing them and whatnot, saying that EVERYTHING they had did for each other was scripted, Oh my god. I mean do you expect THAT much to be scripted, I mean a beginner like Seo hyun can just play the banmal song within a month without hard work every day and not just let the guitar rust and dust in a corner. Its quite obvious how much they enjoy each other's company, like friends. But i can't just assume that they LOVE each other ( though I wish every now and then that it will be true )

Anyways, I ship Yongseo no matter how scripted they are a couple.

Its just how delusional I am about love, and romantic situations.

xxx.

Kirin

P.s This translate my feelings about Yongseo ten times as well.

P.s.s This was sooo sad, and the related video about Sunny leaving IY and the cute cow. :'(

P.s.s.s I surprised my dad this morning with the cake, he was happy.

P.s.s.s.s I have to pay for LHL's stickers, haiz.

P.s.s.s.s.s Sorry for all the extra side notes ( LOLOLOL ), ciao ~

2011-06-17T21:26:00.004+08:00

My stomach feels like there are butterflies in them.

I'm angry at anyone who tries to break them up.

Even when the person is bubbly and nice.

I feel like i'm in a world of my own, and nobody can wake me up.

Even when no one can share my sorrow and think of me stupid.

I feel only happiness and excitement when I think and see of the two.

But it has ended and I don't know if its reality or not. Was it real or ...was it fake?

Did they follow through scripts or were the actions, words, whispers

... that were real. Only those two know if its reality or not. " Saranghae <3... "

I feel like I was just crushed. I really do. I know they may not be real ... but its so heartbreaking seriously. They don't even show up in the same show together often. Yongseo...

Its a selfish request because they may not even like each other that much, maybe even faked.. WHATTHEBLEEP am I sayinggggg. How can words like that be fakedd?! OMGOMGOMG.

I really feel like something is churning inside me, not just because I miss them soooo much. Even my fingers go cold and stiff. I've never felt so grieved before. What triggered this feeling was because I was rewatching they're episodes from episode 1-50. ( 51 not yet because I've kept my promise to not watch it. ) I have recently been searching for moments but its sooo little. Even though Yonghwa has been giving endless hints about his ideal type. Even describing in detail his ideal types appearance. " Long hair, somewhat wavy. Her height slightly above my shoulders. Clear eyes. " Its sooo obvious to me that it is Seo hyun. Because he did have said SH had beautiful clear eyes that he liked so much. Anyway, I was just going around tumblr. Then i saw the pictures from Yong Hwa and Shin Hye's new drama " Heartstrings " or " You've fallen for me " I love they're friendship and they're so dorky tgt. But then the pictures... I honestly felt quite upset even though they were pictures for a drama. They were very comfortable with each other and I honestly at one point thought they should be tgt, looking so good tgt. OMGGGG.

haiz...

Really, theres this lump in my throat. Shin Hye is like Seo hyun. Both like cute bunnies and they are so beautiful. Shin Hye is more bubbly and expressive while Seo hyun is such an innocent person and she really does have a stiff face and doesn't show many 'deep' expressions. Like what she had said herself she didn't have many close guy friends and hasn't experienced LOVE before. I automatically believed even though it was pretty absurd in this point of time where people often date while they're in mid or high school because she just... I felt that her heart was still closed up and she was so innocently led by Yonghwa who has surely dated before into a world where she could open her heart and let out her emotions. Supposingly she has fallen in love or has crushed on Yong hwa, she would have showed more emotions. And surely, through the episodes she began to show more expressions and even cried nearing the last episode. For me, I feel she has finally unlocked the emotion that had been locked up deep in her heart since the first episode.

I've actually realised how freaking long this post is. And i've realised how much better I feel sitting in my chair writing out my thoughts from my brain, to my fingers, to the keyboard to the computer screen.

Continuing. So when I saw the skinship photos between Shin Hye and Yong hwa. I don't know but something welled up in me. I kind of felt regret for Yongseo. Why couldn't they pose like that, why couldn't they get as close like that. At that instant I really felt that they're ending could have been a new beginning and I... if I had ever the chance. Hold a champagne so there would be a Yongseo season 2. I myself obviously know that skinship is something viewers would LOVE and it is a MUST in a romance drama. Oh but my poor yongseo fangirl heart will break if I saw Yong Hwa kiss Shin hye in the drama. Really, imagine how Seo Hyun would feel. Jealous, frustrated, or Angry? I mean I can't just assume Yongseo loves each other, but the memories they hold tgt is something no one can replace. If Yonghwa goes ski-boarding, took wedding photos with another person (hope not), made a book about Japan for someone, did a duet with, was eating sweet potatoes, Seo hyun would come up. I mean Yong hwa took most of Seo hyun's first times, more then 5 for sure. Man, it would really freaking suck if the two married someone else. I researched the older couples from season 1, and. None married each other after the show. I feel this grief inside me and for some reason, feel they may follow in the footsteps of the couples. I know this was just a show but it means so much to me I don't know why. I just cringe when the two are with someone else and do things only they should have done to/for each other.

Ahhh, I'm so obsessive. I shall stop my rant here. I hope i'll rid my obsession over them soon. :(

Btw, my sis and I have bought the cake.

Planning to surprise my dad , though I don't feel very excited after that hopeless and miserable rant. Happy Father's day to all dads.

ciao ~

xxx.

Kirin

2011-06-14T19:37:00.003+08:00

LOL, found this article that describes people's personalities through

blood types, of course I know that people in Korea usually use the blood types of people who they first meet and use that as a reference to see what their personalities may be like. This is sooo cool. It kind of matches well.
Anyways, have this check this site out when i'm older to refresh my senses :DD
xxx,
kirin

2011-06-13T12:39:00.002+08:00

Omg OMG OMGGGGGGG OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
I love Yongseo, Sweet Potato couple, SOOOOO CUTEEE.
On We Got Married. They're like how a couple who have just experienced first love.
SOOOOOO LOVEABLE. Yonghwa is so hot and Seohyun is so beautiful.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. * fangirls *
I must rmb to watch this agn when i'm older!
They're banmal song and Love light is sooooo addicting and cuteee.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. It must have been so hard to let go of each other in the last episode of WGM :(. YONGSEO FOREVER!
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On a side note, I have decided to surprise my dad by getting him a cake on his birthday! Must save up lah. I got an odd job from my neighbour, help water the flowers, and feed the dog. 4 per day. liddat 20 dollars by the end of friday!
Hope everything goes well.
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Hima has gone overseas to India and will be back about 27/28 june?
I also have not contacted old friends during this June holiday :/
Hope things get better, and more fun!
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xxx,
Kirin

2011-06-02T18:47:00.000+08:00

Hi hi :D
Today was fabulous ;D.
So anyways, this was the last day of day camp.
I was late agn lmao.
Then we made a new cheer.
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Per-se-verance ( 5 claps )
Re-Re-Respect ( 5 claps )
In-te-grity ( 5 claps )
Di-Di-Ligence ( 5 claps )
Em-em-pathy ( 5 claps )
Adam&Tara : What do we get?!
Class : PRIDE !
Adam&Tara : We can't hear you!
Class : PRIDE!!!
Adam&Tara : WHAT!??!
Class : WE GET PRIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Class : SGSS IS DEEP IN OUR HEARTS, DEEP IN OUR HEARTS, DEEP IN OUR HEARTS.
SGSS IS DEEP IN OUR HEARTS, SO LETS SAY, WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2nd Cheer.
( Rock you tune )
* Claps and Stomps *
Raziq&Kim Rap. ~~~~~~~
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3rd Cheer.
( Rock you tune )
We are, We are, E2. ( stomp x2 ) E2!
We are, We are, E2. ( stomp x2 ) E2!~
( put hands together in a circle ) gooooooooooooooooooooooo SGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I think thats about it, I can't rmb very well.
We had a handball competition, where a group of 7 good players were chosen from the class to compete. I was one of em' lol. Thing is, they said I was a really good defender. ( in terms of being tall and jumping like a monkey haha. ) We had a major battle with 1E1-3, it wasn't handball anymore man, it was like trying to save yourself from dying or getting injured. In fact,two got minor injuries. I managed to block off some players, but they were much too fast and tall. Since there were 2 basketballers, they were quite fast with their hands. So we apparently lost to our buddy class and shook hands for awesome sportsmanship. We got 2nd. Oh btw, by then, we already got 6320 points while the others got 1000 points plus and in 2nd place, was 1E1-3 which got 3020 points. We were much more an active class, though other classes were just as active, we united really well i must say. We had a cheering competition and Presentations. Winners got 1000 points for each of the sessions. We won both of the competitions, unexpectedly. Because the others were reallly good. They said its because we stuck to the theme and were original. The presentation session was to write down points of things we had learned these past 2 days. Apparently, Our class was the only class which got 90% of the answers correct and presented rather nicely, so we won. WOOOOOO! We cheered for the other classes, who had black and sour faces on. LOL. At the end of the camp, we were still energetic and we cheered hip hip hooray for the adult leaders and the organizer and thanked them warmly, making them smile warmly back. The 'bitch' told us we were the most energetic and united team they had every encountered, I felt it was abit too much of a compliment but she insisted, followed by the adult leaders who praised us and congratulated our win. We also cheered extra hard for Imran, OUR adult leader in charge of us, hi fived him and he gave us extra presents he had prepared for us in the morning though he did not expect us to win. He's such a humble and fun guy. We said we did miss him and hoped to meet him again soon. He gave us oreo, and since we won overall we were given london choco rolls, which led us to sing london choco roll~ haha. I just love 1E1-2, 6INDEPENDENCE as well of course, but we weren't as close as my current class. Such fun and bliss. I really felt this was such a workout mentally and physically but the support from my classmates are by far the best energy i had recieved. Thanks guys, AWESOME2 FTW!
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xxx.
Kirin :)

2011-06-01T23:44:00.001+08:00

Yo people :D.

Recently i've been spazzing over necklaces. They're sooooo cute. I so wish to have a necklace collection, made up of long and short pieces and especially ones with lockets, stars, hearts and keys.

They're so pretty and so fun to collect, but i've no damn money to buy some. -.-"

I especially love long pieces cause they give that extra awesome-ness to an outfit.

ahhhh.

Today I woke up an hour late for leadership programme.

wah chiong like mad seh.

I reached there 2 hours later the actual time.

thank god they were nice and there weren't any teachers lurking about -_-.

They were thinking of a cheer. I was going to give my opinion when they started

scribbling out the cheer. Then gave it to the teacher. -.-''.

It sucked to be honest. Even the teacher says its '' not what i was really expecting ''.

So we changed it, this time, I contributed some lines, and it turned out pretty alright.

YAY.

Okay its officially the best day, srsly. Was really enjoyable.

We played games, had breaks, ate Adam's really weird honey sweets which everyone LOVED except me and Audrey who found it much too sweet for our tastebuds, and laughed like hyenas.

I feel the class really is a united team.

We led all the games and won by a turdhole.

The instructor was abit biased though, wait, MUCH TOO BIASED.

When it came to questions, she always chose the normal academic students, who gave srsly shitty answers , I must say. The express classes pretty much gave the most accurate answers but, WHOTDIDSHEGIVEUS!?

Okay for example.

She asked us : Why do you think we must do to be able to get what we want?

Express student ( Rachel 1E1-1) : We must be patient and strive for the best, work dilligently and have perseverance in whatever we do to achieve what we want and our goals.

Then she said " Well done! A very intelligent answer! "

Then she pick NA student.

NA student ( I think his name was Siva 1A1-2 ) : Uh..Must work hard lah. Then, erm.. Like you want iPhone must get good result, or my father will scold me. * smirks *

Then cher say : Wow, this boy is Super b, lets give this brave leader a round of applause. Your class gets 50 points!

So the girl's class protested, even the other student leaders felt it was very unfair.

The bitch said " Oh * laughs * i'm sorry, I forgot about your answer. 35 points for that girl's class! * claps by herself *.

This is not being biased of a stream, but disappointment for such a woman who teaches students about values and yet shows the world her very, ( for me ) disgusting side. I feel sad for Rachel because she answered so intelligently but was later given a punch in the stomach. That woman clearly liked the NA classes more ( because she was assigned to the classes, duh. ) and she acted blur somemore. The leaders for each class all kind of argued with her about, supposedly, her bias-ness. But anyways they minused off some 'bias' points. And we eventually fought to first place. But the final competition was yet to come.

Near the end of the day camp, each class had to come up with a flying machine, and then fly them on the same area and see which class has the furthest, winner gets 1000 points.

Each class was given a sheet of paper. They could only use that material.

For our class, we crushed the paper in a ball.

We realised other classes also came up with this idea. ( Only the express 3 classes though. )

The NA classes didn't think out of the box enough. I studied 1A1-3 very closely cause they were so fucking noisy that the bitch just had to minus off some points. HAHA.

Representatives from each class had to stand in a line and throw they're ''creations''.

We cheered. Janese later told me she was studying 1A1-3 closely and at first had an aeroplane.

But later they found out 1E1-3 had a crushed ball. They quickly crushed they're paper as well.

The results : 1A1-3 got the furthest.

WTF OKAY? They only had 130 points in the beginning while we were first at 900 points.

they got 1130 points in total at the end. We got 1100 points at the end.

We had a cheering section after that.

I think we did pretty well.

tomorrow is day camp 2.

I met my seniors at the bus stop.

They thought I purposely skipped band for the programme. Glared at me.

I feel so horrible being in band these days. So tiring. I can't even go to a

programme I enjoy?

Force me to go, even though i'm not involved in Perth trip.

Haiz.

xxx,

Kirin

2011-05-30T19:39:00.004+08:00

Yo!

So anyway, today at school was pretty normal.

We had oral today. I was up first, ( which is pretty darn BAD. ) and because

Mrs Mamohan wanted the 'junior' teacher Miss Wong to get a feel of testing a student.

So I kena lorh. Two teacher sitting infront of me, stare like shit. At least got eye contact :P.

Then read passage. I think I did pretty okay. Picture is what i'm worried of. Then conversational

super easy :D. " Have you ever persuaded someone to do something? ". Give away lorh.

I had maths remedial starting 11am. I was like, fuck.

Cause the first session started at like, 8am.

I do finish in about 7-10 min. So.... fucking waited for 2 hours.

Then 10am 2nd session pupils come already, so we waited at the cushion seats, me for maths remedial, others for CCA, some more pupils for 2nd session oral. One huge group there.

Then the boys so noisy, teacher scold us for making noise because got 'O' level exams. eeee.

Maths lesson so epic, only 5 pupils turn up.

Me, Suba, Tara, Adam, Dustin ( Kim the 2nd ;P ).

The lesson soooo epic. Until the teacher and we all engage in this conver about cher going

to watch kung fu panda tomorrow, ask her take us along. Then we all talking seriously about the big movies like titanic is gonna be remaked then put into 3D around this year or some other year. LOL. Hardly maths lesson.

Band.

Oh god was it hella funny.

So my senior, Year 2. Is like, the laughing buddha ( next to jasline ofc. XD ).

He makes fun of the lamest things in the most hilarious ways.

Change sit today to sit beside me, so I was like trying to hold my laughs XD.

He 'giggle' first, then whispered to me if I constipated not, I burst out laughing.

Oh fuck was I a laughing stock to the world

19 june.

class ( most of us ) celebrating Jason and Adam's birthday, which falls on the same day. 20th June. So, we're just gonna meet up and do some random shit to make out the day.

xxx

Kirin.

2011-05-14T23:53:00.003+08:00

Okay first up hi future kai lin. And like, I'm using all my will power to type this shit out from dad's iPhone. Now that I think abt it, I wonder what type of phones will they create in future. Lol. There were a few events that happened few weeks before and just 2 days ago. Firstly, Tara and James were like high on this crappy drink they made mixing blueberry, lime and apple fugi. Gross much? They passed it round where I was dared to drink the literally crappy juice, I was completely disgusted by the taste whereas the guys were all over it except Jason, Jerome, Kim doubles, Ali and Raziq. Urgh! This apparently made them "high" and they started howling madly like a bunch of beat-up dogs. The girls and I ( except tara ) just sat at the opposite side keeping our distance from the hooligans lol. The noise they made led to the desperate search led by the disciplinary committee and the principal himself for the source of the maddening noise. Which must have been very loud. We were unfortunately caught by the principal himself who opened the door and literally screamed in fury. Okay so anyway Bensair pointed out who was part of the noisy ppl. Then Tara go say joslyn and suba say they got join in somemore. Then all the girl's go scold her lol. Like, WTF...

( continuing from the computer ) ... they got detention and then we got the bad name for ourselves. Then a week ago i supposed to have detention, but then the exams nearing, so the quek 'cher let me off, so i didn't do detention! She's been super nice lately, or is it only me? Everyone kind of can't stand stand her even if she never even do anything to them before, follow the trend lol. She's just pretty blur and kind of doesn't get her facts straight. But overall she doesn't shout. She's just this.... grandma figure lol. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WTH. MOVING ON.

We recently had our exams and it was pretty mild. I mean it wasn't hard or easy, personally i felt it was ... just ... mild. o___o'' I just did abit of studying a day before the exam , as in , a " serious hour " Though i had so many long breaks i didn't even study anymore :P.

So i pretty much scored okay points.

English = 41/50

[ Composition = 25/30 ]

[ Situational Writing = 18/30 ] <- Oh mann, i wrote wrong style.

Chinese = 36/70 <- I was like omg when i found out, i passed!!! ( i got 50/100 overall, lucky! )

Maths = for the teacher said i had sooooo many careless mistakes :(

[ Section B = 40/60 ] compo and situational :P

[ Section A = 24/4- forgot the marks 0] <-

History = 66/100 <- BLEH. Never was good in history. :\

Literature = 87/100 <- YAY! I got first in class ~ bhb. haha.

Art = Yet to be told. Hope for the best!

Science =

[ Biology = 36.5/50 ]

[ Chemistry = 30/50 ] <- so-so.

Home economics = dunno whut la. idc.

So yeah. BYE!

2011-04-09T15:16:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOOO!

Its been a long time since the last time i've blogged.

So we got silver. LOL. Next year we'll be tellin' the sec 1s we sustained 4 silvers in a row XD.

I kind of expected a gold. But I guess it was difficult since most of the sec 2 first SYF-ing.

Alot cried after. I as well, but it just comes to me.

They let us rest on Tuesday since we SYF-ed the day before.

But. On that day my class had to do CIP. -.-

I was like the only girl chosen with 4 other guys to help carry bags to the classroom -.-

Jason and Tze Yew carried so little ( like 4 each and their taller then A and J wtf ) . Those freaking assholes D< At least Ali and Jegan carry more like 6 each? Then i carry 2 :D.

Later on reach Pasir Ris beach. So empty except some JC students cycling around.

We moved on to the beach. Audrey, Janese, Benasir and I made a group of 4.

The others went another side of the beach. While we 4 went to a little ' POND ' .

It was filled with rubbish. Diapers ( which i picked up, cause the rest disliked the thought of handling one ), dead fish, chicken bones, plastics, perfume bottles ( don't know how they got there ) etc. Got some sea shells, lazy pick up nia.

Then got lightning risk, everyone go to this lil' shelter place, so small lmao.

Everyone fight for seats, then we play 'BOOM' then play blow blow. Then everyone take picture and video of everyone, then jump here jump there. Then we all compete who the most 'sexy' guy. So hilarious, all do body waves except adam, fang yi and ali who just screamed in the shock of gay-ness filling in the little hut. I laughing till my throat was dry, and we were like STRANDED in the hut. Cause it was soooo hot, and there was no convenience store and nothing to drink. we had to wait about 2 hours ( though we were having loads of fun ) LMAO.

after that day, it was wed.

so we had band practice to prefare fanfare and songs for the performance on the Award Presentation that day. Thurs also. We heard the choir sing , soooo nice. Too bad they not enough members to join the SYF. D:

Friday.

came to school as usual. We had science. School would end at 10:05 so they can set up everything. I skipped english, history and science to report to band room. Then Guo xuan conduct and we warmed up, then play memories of friendship for the fun of it. I like it ^^.

Then Mr Ong came, then played a few songs. I noticed after SYF he became more like a joker lol.

He kept pulling jokes, he is surprisingly funny and entertaining XD. I kind of cracked and they had to stop praticising because i was laughing way to loudly , which led to further laughing sessions and because of the band's laughter i started laughing more and because of my further laughter they were influenced into laughing more. That concludes my explanation lol.

anyways, then we had lunch of KFC to celebrate our 4 in a row silvers XD. YUMYUMYUM.

Then we got dressed in uniform and prepared for the performance.

Before that we had an hour, so we practiced our prepared piece and then had 20 minutes of fun time, where everyone took crazy pictures. ( like, every time we had our uniforms on, they just had to take pictures. ) But rather, this was the last time the sec 4 and 5 performed with the band before going on a long break. We went up to the hall to have students staring at us.

Supposingly they haven't seen a band before, this must've been their first.

What's more embarrassing is my class and the other class we always collaborate with in English staring at me. They waved like arse holes, embarrassing.

I gave them a small wave lols. Then the mikes weren't working and it was a pretty biggggg problem. We had to delay our perf but 20 minutes. So we played, and in the middle they thought we ended and shouted hoots and whoops and clapped but, it was the flute solo, they didn't hear it properly D: We continued playing, at the end , we stood and they clapped. I kind of felt happy.

We played our fanfare for the Mr Seetoh , special guy lol. Then school song, band must sing. -.-

Then we got out when it was Wushu turn to play. Then we return to band room, then play play luhssssssssss. Then everyone hyper, then i walked round the school alone, very relaxing XD.

I wanted to go watch the hall there budden they don't allow. Sad. Then we returned to the hall after Gu Zheng performance, who were dressed in dazzling sparkly black dresses and make-up.

We stood on the stage with all the other performers. Then they use those guns then huge confetti came out, so PRETTYY. Then everyone take pictures of the performers like celebs liddat lmao. Then band had photo session then we took the left over confetti throw in the air when they took the picture. ^^

Then background music is ' Baby ' by JB and ' Bad Romance ' by Lady Gaga.

* just now i clicked the 'X' button. OMG THANK GOD IT SAVED INTO DRAFTS *

so anyways, yeah. that was it.

Also, my computer at home is fucked up so i guess i can't do anything about it.

no computer connection. arseshit.

okay so byes!

2011-04-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

ELLO OMGGG SO LONG NO WRITE ^^'' recently hima went to this concert with jason and beehong yesterday. she kind of enjoyed it, but kept bastard-ing se7en and bigbang. lol. tomorrow is also gonna be the SYF already. fast right? jia you to everyone else there ^^. then before the concert, it was april fool's day mah, two days back. then i trick more than 10 people with the '' Err, you got something on your mouth '' trick. Can't believe they fell for it. muhahahaha. siao. anyways, i also tio trick of course. Somemore our fierce but funny 'cher trick us with history test -.-. Everyone shout here shout there say will get their revenge. lmao. then she teached like 5 years before we were even born. So she said she knew all the tricks lmao. - 14th march, sister's birthday. no body really wished her HBD except me poor thing D: ( holiday ma ) then my father go work early, grandpa i think he forgot the date lol. then at night i ask my dad rmb anot he say, REALLY UH O.O. Stress uh he. so he rush me go boon keng buy. I use bike cycle there check, but close liao. So ride back near KFC that place , the cake shop still open, so i bought a small cake. So the cake is a light sponge with vanilla cream around it sprinkled with white chocolate topped with plump and juicy grapes and strawberries. lol i describe like how people advertise their foodies. bleh. - aiya dunno whut liao. Crazy stuff happens alot in my class. Some american kid transfered here , he's in the first class, before mine. so cute seh, so short , big brown eyes. Like a blonde bunnie XD. - okay, wish me and other competitiors good luck in SYF. bye!

2011-03-05T14:56:00.003+08:00

OMG ITS BEEN LIKE. SOOOOO LONG. XD.

okay, so i changed my blogskin, because my previous bs looked

unglam in internet explorer, though it looked alright in google chrome. -.-

so when i like a bs i test it in all my browsers, firefox, internet explorer, google chrome etc.

lmao. MY SKIN UNIQUE HOR ^^? I made some adjustments. BUT THE CREATOR PRO. XD

school is quite normal now. Occasionally, wait actually, everyday theres bound to be some crazy people appearing out of no where, random stuff from my class, and underwear jokes in band.

so we had TWO other international students. ( BOYS ) one from malaysia and one from china.

darn. there's never any girls. like, theres only 8 girls vs 14 boys. shizzzz.

the malaysian one reminds me of vincent lols, but he's way taller, and plumper.

But nonetheless, cute. ^^ And the ironic thing is that he's called james XD.

Then the china guy is called jason cause his chinese name is kinda hard to spell and read. ( LOL ) He's completely different from Fang yi.

The used-to-be-new guy. Both of them are very polite. Both freaking smart.

But Jason is super confident when he speaks. Whereas Fang yi is pretty quiet ( but his getting more used to his surroundings now, and understands english better now ) I was kind of surprised by Jason's english o.o . But his accent is LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

but they both never laugh. EVER.

you make a super good joke and they just stare at you like your crazy or something.

I'm still kind of adjusting to band mates. Like, i came today and everyone had the band t-shirts

on. I didn't even know where to get it. I kept bowing to them and saying PSPSPSPSPS!

aiya, i feel so awkward. So today two new percussion player from sec 1E1-1.

But they all so cold towards me, like i punched them in the face the other day or sth. T.T

i even tried talking to them, they glare, and they walk away. _|_ . :D

the other day i was kind of late. So by the time i reach home it would be like 8pm.

Mr Ong ( conductor ) knew about my situation and offered to drive me to my next bus-stop.

I kind of felt awkward. But then he insisted and i got in. My senior was there, but i wasn't really

close with her. So Mr Ong ask me to point him directions. I didn't know how. I just kept saying left right straight all the way, so awkward lol.

i thanked him when we reached there.

currently, ruth is coming to my house every 5pm.

i also realise i write all this for my entertainment when i grow up and work.

when i read this. i'll be like. so this was how it was like when i was young. siao.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

now im in my dad's office. i spot tiffany and nerrisa in a corner giggling. lol.

later on we're going to downtown east for a barbeque ( i think ) so im now

lazing around here until the rest of dad's colleagues come, and we're all going.

so anyways bye!

- kailin

2011-02-17T20:58:00.004+08:00

So long no write :D.

well, compared to SOME people. I already quite active

lmao. Anyways, so i a few days before i had my

common test. Erm, first day was english. I'll just

write what happened i guess.

[ first day. ENGLISH ]

so erm. As always. i'm always the most calm on my eng

tests. So got passage. then need write the meaning of

some words. Then need write summary -.-'' Budden

i didn't realise need less then 150 words. I thought need

more then that. So i wrote.... 193 words? -.-

[ second day. HISTORY ]

OMG . :D. I think imma do quite well for history.

i remembered everything like what civilisation and

Facts and opinions and the 3Cs and all that freaking

crap you're supposed to remember :D. Budden i finished

early so i took a rest. I didn't know i would fall asleep.

I woke up with my whole class shouting and shaking me to

wake up lols. I so paiseh there. T.T Somemore test long

over and Audrey said the teacher tried to shake me like

forever. And she already left with the papers lmao.

[ third day. SCIENCE ( bio ) ]

I don't think im going to do well. But i'd fill up all the blanks

with some bloody long answers lol. Miss Yu said she marked

around 3/4 of the class and she said most of us either did really

well, or flunked totally. OH MAH BUDDHA. I PRAY I DO WELL.

[ 4th day. ( TODAY ) LIT AND MATHS ]

wtffffffffffff. I didn't study for this shit of

a lit. ( and english. but thats not the point. ) and i was like.

WTF IS THIS. but then i started writing really fast.

AND I WAS DONE. MUHAHAHAHA. SLEEP.

* snore *

this time. trying to keep awake. FAIILLLL.

embarrassing -.- as if my life was never embarrassing :D.

but at the moment he patted me i sat straight up. lols.

Then came maths. and i tell you im freaking flying right now.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

i took the test.

i thought it was easy BUTS.

ITS SUPERRRRRRRRRRRR EASY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

as if.

The thing is. the first few are pretty difficult.

the last few are super easy. buhahaha.

i sleep again -.-

this time. I woke up exactly when the cher' was telling us to hand

in the papers lols.

so yeah, SOOO TIRED. basically chatting like shit with Ruth and

just raping my facebook and youtube accounts.

today finish test.

then hima today no come.

then yi chin ( hima's buddy bud. ) ask me give hw to hima house.

i wasn't really going to go to hima's house. but since i was free might

as well go lo. Then go there. she tell me her eye swollen. now better.

then she has this sudden urge to go hougang mall. After free food persuasion

i went with hima. At the bus there, I spotted a guy who look like sungmin.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ALIKE LOR. eye contact. i noticed his

nose was less sharper. Ah anyways, then i saw a mini straight lined rainbow.

so the light was facing us. then hima hand got rainbow XD.

we took a picture but freaking blur -.-.

so we went to CC first. then we find alot of shinee card.

cannot find much solo pic le. T.T just their newest photoshoot the photos.

then we want to hide lol. like always.

and then the stupid worker there caught us.

alalalalalala.

then he ask us if we were the ones who put the cards before in the soft toys.

dang.

so he lecture us. blah blah blah. so anyways. we bought some nia.

then faster go away. -_____-''

then we went to mac lols.

we not much money. so i ask her buy happy meal XD.

sooo embarrasing lor. auntie still ask what toy she want XD.

then i think i saw celina. the cornet girl.

her chin was flat like celina. and only celina had that shape. srsly.

and to think i was right. we totally tried avoiding eye contact with her.

she was with her holy innocent's friends lmao.

we wanted to play poker with hima's shinee cards.

budden the aunt in mac keep staring at us. i guess we're not supposed

to do it in front of an old aunt huh? o.o so we go library. budden i had

the urge to go to the toilet. After finishing my business we went inside.

we went abit siao and we kept giggling and tried holding back our laughs.

we weren't scolded or anything but we hardly had 3 rounds and we need

go off again lmao. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

bye. :D

2011-02-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

401th post :D

and omg am i fluttering.

i mean like, in a bad way and in a good way.

so like.

i woke up late.

( ahaha. i know you can guess what happened to me. )

- late for school

- skip school.

well oh joy.

i didn't go to school. because it was like 8?

WHAT IS THE POINT WHEN I GO AT 8.

it'll be like. recess by the time i come. -.-

it'll be locked. LOCKED I TELL YOU.

so uhs, im pretty much having butterflies in my stomach.

in like. hell.

lucky thang is.

get to stay home, play computer . snack.

but not quite obviously, i tried studying since the common test was coming up and all.

and then.

i was like online and then i see some report.

like. this boy. ate sooooo much junk food. worms grew

in his stomach, some disease, i dont know -.-

good thing was they only stayed in his stomach. like, not eat up his other organs?

who knew how those stink'an worms survived in there lol.

then when he shat, the worms were like, in his shit DX urgh.

okok, i shouldn't be talking about this bullshit.

so lately i've abit on my dad's toes , telling him to get me a phone.

cause for like, 12 years i've haven't got a phone, even though

it didn't really bug me. But since the new year started a number

of events came up like shizzzzzzz. ( i really wonder why i like blogging so much o.o )

[ first event ]

this is pretty small but, the writing me wants to move em' fingers :D

so erm, around first week of school , the freaking house phone kind of broke down.

and this time, for REAL. ( now, im bugging him on a new house phone -.- )

its been like what, forever since i've talked on a phone. ( house phone that is )

so i couldn't like call dad. so dad bugged me on using a friend's phone.

so i kind of used that topic to make him think of getting me a phone.

[ second even ]

okay so like, i never told anyone this. but then, i lost my sister in bugis.

because dad was like. '' I have an emergency '' because we were supposed

to be out shopping in bugis for chinese new year clothes. So he left us

with $50 and left. The place was so freaking crowded. I lost her hand.

I looked for her around bugis for like, 2 hours? Then i searched for

security. It took about a few minutes for them to get called up by another security

guard. They found my sis. I looked at her crying and then i was crying too.

so..... they informed my dad about this whole thing, then he nagged me,

should've informed him the minute she was lost. There are hardly public

phones there, and i wouldn't want to ask for someone's phone -.-.

Other events were like.

Sis and I get seperated from dad. lost for like ages -.-.

dad doesn't know where i am after school.

blah blah blah.

and then that night dad bought a new iphone. for himself. -.-

so i got his phone. Its second-hand. But oh well.

But i can't dl any shit T.T. At least i can watch yt and

am on-the-go in the internet. But my reaction was like.

'' Oh my god dad. Thanks. :) ''

then it was back to normal. o.o

because it was like.

* dad comes back *

* '' welcome back dad '' *

* '' Kai lin, have you been studying? " *

* does not reply *

* " Didn't right? " sighs " you're common test coming u- " *

* " Aiya, take a break mah. " *

* =_=. " I give you my phone, but you must pass everything " *

* o.o huh? but new subject le. *

* " Its not hard to at least pass if you study, but i'll ban you from this phone if you fail. Take. " *

* " Oh my god dad. Thanks :D I will need to see how it goes first." *

My dad's pretty laid back, except for studies.

Even i'm surprised on how i talk to him sometimes.

anyways, so yeah.

FIRST PHONE. 401TH POST. 12TH FEBUARY 2011.

big statement :D.

I realised i'm having less time with hima nowadays because our

CCA times clash. So we rarely see each other after school.

but recess is like. we see our own friends at recess. and i'm like buddies

with hima's friends already lol. Hima also, but she doesn't wrap her hands around

them or jump like mad like me. XD.

And i rarely see YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU too. ( u know who you are :D )

and its so fucking unfair.

my sis is like, frustrated(?) with her homework? LOL.

she's like banging her pencils and always angry and asking me how to do her homework.

anyways bb.

2011-02-09T16:43:00.003+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY the 400th post :D

i'm like writing postes everday for Ruth, cause she's the only one who cares

or something lol.

today.

forget bring uniform.

but miraculously, no teacher scolded me.

even though i was like, the ONLY one wearing P.E t-shirt.

since today all sec 1 got pe, me nia, forget bring uni to change into.

-.-.

then today had IT lesson ma.

then after we do finish one task.

then can do anything we want.

i go facebook.

the moment i entered it, i lost control of my mouse.

as in, someone hacked into my computer.

I couldn't log out because he/she was controlling it.

this person started writing ' I am a bitch '

in my profile LMAO. I was abit scared like.

OMG GHOST UHS?! HACKER?!

then everyone come see, tio shock also lol.

because of everything it was doing.

luckily before it could do anything else, janese

( yup , thats how its REALLY spelled lol )

shut down the computer using the main button.

not long after. the computers got hacked again.

not only mine , but ALL of my classmates also had the same problem.

this person accessed our files. AND THEN this person so scarily

clicked on notepad, and typed '' Hi stupids. ''

we really tio shock lol. then the teacher check if is other teacher do de.

Budden no one inside control room. So he believed it might have the General office.

BUT HELLO , GENERAL OFFICE SAYS HI STUPIDS TO PRE-TEENS?!

lols. i'm still in abit of a trauma about who said that on my facebook acc

anyways, imma go now, bbbbb.

2011-02-06T11:17:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CNY! ( LATE :D ) 399th post :DDDD.

so anyways, today last day liao -.- ( sunday )

yesterday the conver with hima and ruth soooo funny.

And what, i learned bolsters had hands. i guess.

i don't get what was so funny o.o .

srsly. i mean they said they were rofl-ing. o.o

but i don't get which part they laughed at.

except, snatch him away fuck. that. is pure comedy.

i forgot the sentence. -.-

so now im stuffing myself with CNY goodies. yumyum.

and i have a fetish for oranges this week o.o

anyways bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.

p.s this edited dehs. so we ordered the fortune pizza.

super yummyyyy. anyways byeee.

2011-01-31T19:44:00.003+08:00

anneyong :D.
haiz. this feb 2nd wondering who will be coming o.o.
i honestly feel some people will be reluctant to step back
onto school grounds, for fear of being lectured by 'cher's
again XD. nonetheless, meeting teachers again will be a
way to boost up our motivation to make them proud of
us. ( what the F am i on about? o_O )
anyways, today i wake up 4:30, i jumped out of bed
thinking i was late, realised the time, jumped back
in to bed. but then i couldn't sleep. so i sneak use dad's
iphone go on facebook, listen shinee music, and read mag.
then when come out of house the rain just drizzling.
then when i walk through the traffic light onwards to
bus-stop, fucking rain started pouring -.- , HARD.
i quickly fish out my ring holder file then cover
my head, unfortunately, my bag got soaked in the
horrid weather. ANNNDD shinee badge fell off D':
SOOOOOOO UNLUCKY. tsk.
-
sat in the air-conditioned bus 'shivering' for half
an hour. ( finishing up my homework )i dropped
at hima's bus stop, as usual.
i decided to not drop by hima's warm dry cosy
house, because there would be no shelter at the
roads, and it would be too risky, getting hit.
and last, the rain was POURING.
-
i dropped at the school bus stop.
then since there was no shelter to the other side,
i was like ' What the fuck -.- '
then i was in luck, saw adam and raziq classmates),
oh THANK GOD T^T.
then share umbrella with adam, lol.
-
reach liao, thanked them , then they
go eat breakfast, because still quite early.
then i go up to class.
a lot of em there liao. lol.
then they all see me come classroom
then say opposite classroom got ghost.
i was like ' o___o , how? '
then i see the classroom, got only
one computer on. the screen
super bright, blue colour de.
then it suddenly off, i shock tio.
then on again. then screen turn
red. D': i so scared sia. then no
one inside somemore. i think
someone video-ed it.
we show teacher, then teacher
say ' Aiya, don't care la, computers
have brains nowadays too right? -.- '
class lol-ed at cher.
-
after what seemed like ages
after goofing around. Ms Nazurah
said got two new int' students coming into
our class. i wished for girls. but they turned
out to be boys. -.- only got 8 girls in the class.
used to have 10 boy , now got 12 wtf sia.
so one is called kim - filipino ( idk how to spell -.- )
- no mother tongue.
- understands english.
other is called jang en - shanghai
- chinese.
- don't understand english.
funny right? one dunno english one know. -.-
so during classes other than mother tongue.
teacher or jenice will translate to jang en.
lol.
so our class has this inside joke.
kim - the first.
kim - the second.
-
kim (1) | kim (2)
fair slightly dark
specs no specs.
short quite tall
talkative quiet
-
so their like total twin opposites.
and btw, i invented this birthday chart.
so everyone's birthdays were recorded.
only two of the newbies didn't.
so we recorded their b-days.
and kim the 2nd is oldest in class in terms
of month. o_____________________o?
because his birthday is 28th january ( same b-day as bee o.O )
then the next birthday is adam's 20th june. so like
adam is the tallest so he considered big bro to all of us.
then suddenly got one bigger bro o.o. but shorter then adam. XD.
so everyone shock tio his b-day, then we all ' huh!!!! b-day over le! '
then everyone go shake kim's hand wish him happy birthday.
hilarious. and somehow kim the 2nd reminds me of Yra, ALOT.
the face, the way he walk. dunno if he got art skills and humour nia. xD
if not i intro him to yra. :D.
-
anyway - skip to last lesson -
greet chinese teacher.
sit.
woman dressed in black come in.
girl come in.
korean girl. spazz like shit.
she about my height.
she got bangs, but not full ones.
tie super short low pony tail.
wears big red specs.
chubby cheeks.
quite skinny abit chubby XD.
clear rosy skin.
small but 'shiny' eyes.
small white graphics bag.
-
after lesson, we go canteen, then my class the girls all come
pei her , cause she look so lonely :D.
i talked to her in short sentences.
me : you live here how long? :D
ho rim :* makes no.7 with fingers * :o
me : 7 days?! 8O
ho rim :* shakes head * o.o
me : 7 months? ;o
ho rim : yes :)
me : :o. * points at ho rim * pretty.
ho rim : o.o?
me : * points at ho rim * yeppo. shinee. XD
ho rim : ohhh , thank you :D.
me : kamsahamida?
ho rim : o.o , kamsahamida :).
me : uh , whats your name? :D
ho rim : ho rim.
me : hay rim? o.o
ho rim : ho rim. :)
me : ho , oh! HO RIM XD.
ho rim : :)
-
she keeps smiling and its like so awkard
and she's like so quiet and at the first
half, everyone asked her about k-pop
then they all sing bo peep, sorry sorry,
lucifer , ring ding dong , gee, oh! ....
and she just nods and SMILES.
and she says, yes , i know :).
she relaxes her smile awhile.
then someone talks to her and she smiles.
and it makes her cheeks super rosy lol.
anyways , i keep imagining her as victoria
or jesscia for some reason, but she is abit
chubby chubby. o.o
-
after all that, joslyn got her number.
then we all say bye to her to go for
maths supplementry.
-
after maths. it was the last day to deco class.
so most of the class stay back.
then dunno what happen
collin kena bullied by some senior.
tech class.
the guy acted totally immaturely. -.-
then keep knocking collin's head.
then kick down the classroom's tables.
fucking asshole lor the guy.
teared down some of our decorations somemore
what a way to end the day -.-
we locked the doors , then everyone go use HP
try call up teacher, but our form teacher now outside
for teacher workshop. we wanted to call discipline master.
but the DM so old. easily kena smack by those gangstars.
-
in the end we finished up quickly and smacked up some
nice decorations and quickly went home. i only hope
they dont do anything worse to our classroom. -.-
they should be fucking expelled.
-
went to band practice after that.
so i was introduced to these 3 through band leader ,my bass seniors.
this hilarious slacker - bass clarinet .
the 'boss' matthew - tuba
'band leader' happy-go-lucky guy - tuba
-
re-learn eiger.
quite okay la, not so boring.
mr quek was here today.
then i go home. dunno where
keep stand. i look at mr quek who helping drummer.
he look at me like ' o.o ?'
then i look at mr ong our main instructor
he just nod his head, I DUNNO WHAT YOUR NOD INDICATES.
O___O.
then look at my senior, they look at my chair.
so i put my stand there.
they nod , while playing eiger lol. cause i
allowed leave early cause i know eiger liao lol.
-
leaving school that time, my senior run after me.
he hand me my music file.
' revise. '
i pai seh lols. then thank senior.
on bus reading score and book.
but dozed off really often. band practice quite tiring.
anyways, gtg. dad forcing me spring clean -.-
tired like shit lmao.
- kailin :)

2011-01-27T19:45:00.008+08:00

OKAY SO LIKE. TODAY.
I COULD'NT FIND A FREAKING SHOP THAT SELLS TWIGGIES!
IF I WERE PRESIDENT I'D GIVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF
THE GIRLS A BREAKFAST SET. FREE. NVM BOYS, THEY'RE
STRONG ENOUGH TO ENDURE THE WHOLE MORN'.
secondly, i went to choir auditions today.
i don't mean to be rude, but this plump man , is the choir's
teacher. & he really lives up to his name as a teacher.
he has this like, angelic voice coming out from his mouth.
LIKE, heaven in my ears, srsly.
so anyways, four of us.
Jenice, Audrey, me and Hima when to this audition.
so 3 of us would wait outside the ' auditioning room '.
one would go in and sing.
1. sing a song of their choice ( any languge, any type, e.g. pop, trot.. )
2. he presses a note, we sing it back as accurately as possible.
3. he testes our vocal range. ( i was alto, meaning middle range? )
-
Jenice sang first, i was 2nd.
so i sang ' It Hurts ' 2NE1 , though we were restricted to
( 6-8 lines ). I managed to catch all of the notes i guess.
my voice came kind of low then, but i managed to reach
a certain high note :D! YAYY?!
-
the band seniors kind of looked at me all goggly-eyed
like i'd betray them or something. cause i set up my
instrument while hima went to audition on her turn.
( she said she would sing ' Kidnap my Heart' -.-
because she wasn't expecting to audition)
i guess they were thinking i was going to back out
on band. well i did consider that after taking part
in the competition :/ but nonetheless, i did made
the 'contract' with them first, and i certainly want
to meet mr quek from time to time, and coincedentally
my maths teacher is also in charge of band, now how
awesome is that?! >:D
but anyways, after setting up. i went into the
choir room again. he told us the results.
so basically, out of the 4 , only THREE were
chosen. and basically, that one person who
couldn't make it was .. Jenice.
She pretty much was flaring her nostrils.
though she'd say she was going to join GG ( again -.- )
really, whats the awesome-ness of GG huh?!
so anyway, he said he prefered me out of the 3.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLS?!
i was abit shocked though lols.
so he said i was a really musical person.
and he'd say i would do splendid on any musical
cca i'd join. so he did this little beady-eyed glare at me.
T.T (!)
He had known about my little 2-month contract with
the band, and he'd knew the timings were the same.
I really didn't think about the timings, i thought i did
fail the audition anyway o____O. since i only tagged
along for the fun of it. ( well, not offending the choir or anything. )
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so i turned the choir down. -.-
oh and btw, check this jongkey pic. ( HOTTTTTTT. )
clickthisforpurejongkeyyaoi-ness.
gahh, so hima and audrey are now in choir?
HIMA. SINGING. 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
muhahaha, laugh at her. and now, imma
compete with ruth with band competitions.
hopefully got band exchange with her lols.
because this saturday got band exchange
with majusri , the maha bodhi affilated.
EH WAIT, MAHA BODHI. OHHH.
I MIGHT MEET THE OTHER RUTH 8DDD.

2011-01-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

today celebrated ruth's early birthday.
super fun XD.
then i think she said she spend more than $200
on her birthday, we never even buy cake XD.
but got buy prezzie la, sheryl came and gave ruth
hoot album, awesomeeee-est!
hima and i buy a yellow tiger holding a star and it
was on a stick 8D. Then shinee 6R photos and
jonghyun badge. actually hima and i ponder alot.
wan buy stuff toy, or puzzles pieces, or notebook.
so the last minute buy random stuff with the money
we have LOLS.
anyways, now its 11:51pm and i got school tomorrow
>( .
but anyways, gtg sleep, later late wake up.
automatic die.
so byessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
- kailin

2011-01-25T21:12:00.001+08:00

2011-01-21T17:06:00.002+08:00

wa liew. next day you tell me.
'' kailin, i don't hate you liao, i last time hate you but now i don't hate you ''
lol, you hilarious la you :D. Anyways, i earn trouble from enemies.
so i rather ' friend friend you la ' LOL.
its so.. like, yesterday got more than 5 girls tell me that you told them
you hated me for my siu mai fetish and other stuff. but, wtf? o_____o
next day you say you ' friend ' me liao lmao. Nvm, this sch, siao de :D.
omgggggggg, i sooooo miss all the schoolmates i had, in fact, i'm missing
Miss Lee and Mr Yee D: , dunno if last year Pri Sixes will be going to
chinese new celebration ma. Cause my house right infront, wouldn't be
hard to get a glimpse.
-
anyways, today joslyn ( the so called slut, i guess she was realllyyy
hyper today o.o ) dressed up like a diva , cause we need deco class
for competition ( i SWEAR our class best looking the lor :D )
then got those sparkly so called scarfs , the others lol-ed at her.
super funny lor, then tara ( yes i know, wtf right. ) had pretty
good deco-ing ideas , i have to admit :) . She should be next
aesthetics ldr bah. then audrey and subu keep putting
shinee songs super loud ( not that i hate it, i LOVE it ;D )
then teacher come in, she like not bothered that the class
were upside down, shouting , throwing paper planes around,
dancing like teletubbies, singing loudly and diva-ing around with
sparkling scarfs lols. She liked the way we deco-ed ( super awesome right?
* inserts proud face * * inserts heart *
then i decided to make stuffed bunny.
i took two pieces of pink paper, cut out bunny shape.
staple around the bunny outline, but never stapler the ears
so i can stuff our rubbish into it 8D, cause so much waste paper.
it turned out not bad, just a bit flappy. proud of it. :DDDDDDDD.
then suba and the others video the deco-ing process.
i felt the urge to stick a chicken burger onto the class door, thought better of it.
anyways gtg.
p.s hima went to girl guides trial , wtf o.o.

2011-01-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

392th post :)
-
sadly and too my dismay, today's post will mostly be cussing.
vulgars and strong language is used, every so often when i feel like cussing about
a slut or a bastard :) , sarcastic sentences and one sentence filled with gratitude to my yeobos and current classmates.
-
TODAY got malay conversational lols.
the teacher v. friendly :D.
so there are 8 girls in my form class.
and joslyn and tara the s***s.
did not help with the deco , they just went home.
aufa went to choir trails, so she excused :)
then janice,audrey,suba, bensair and me deco lo.
then later the teacher ask us got any problematic kids ma.
i did feel the urge to fuss about the two sluts.
since being rude was their forte.
however i backed off since they imaged themselves
as teacher's pets. -.-
however, the others started thinking and then complained
about tara. That was when i found out about her
behind-backs-talking. the fucking bitch.
let me just say how you might not need to continue
reading, since this message was written in 'honour'
of miss tara. the queen of bitches.
-
FFFUUUUUUUU- you.
cussssssssssssssssssing.
what's even worse is that your name is TARA
wtf man, t-ara and kara would be like sooo insulted and - . nvm.
whats with all this shit goin' round, saying you hate me?
i couldn't care less, but spreading stupid rumours is an obvious no.
it hasn't even been a month and your like, what, not liking me
having this fetish for siu mai?! o.O; what's so wrong about chicken too?!
LMAO?!
thank god he gave me my old and new friends.
i'm starting to think if i say anything meat-ish. you'll explode.
or in any other case you're trying to get popular, look smart or whatever.
and uh , for your info, i don't give a heck if you see this or anything.
like, if i was scared i wouldn't even write your name on my BLOG or
any shit like that. bitch. Whispering '' she's a slut '' to your friends infront
of me will not, i repeat not, make you a hero :D , instead, your shitty
mouth will of course, be filled with shit. In case your brain is damaged
i'm being sarcastic ^^. Wah seh hor, ask them why still friend me,
talk to me hor? wtf sia. not like you can control who they want to friend.
- heaves. -
-.- , fuck you.
- kailin.

2011-01-17T17:56:00.006+08:00

jongkey and HNKNA is sooooooooooooooooooo cute.

like i said, i watched Invicible Youth. and dearie.

it is in the most entertaining stuff category.

alongside hello baby and all of shinee's shows 8D.

lols.

but im still abit slow on the episodes cause i somehow am not

really in too them :/ because recently i picked up this

book. 'Uglies' . Its super thick and has 2 more books in its series

alot more thicker. But its SUPERRR interesting D: well, maybe

its just me XD. Its even thicker than 'Glitter Baby' gahhhhh.

I got the book from bishan library because E2 and E3 went

there. I borrowed the book using Janice's card sworing i would

pay the overdue pay if i by any chance did not return the

book in time. I was going to ask my other classmates to

help me borrow the other two books in the series.

But I couldn't possibly finish the whole 3 books in 2 weeks.

so i thought better of it. Also, realising my books are in Ruth's

house. D: what the fish man, what do i do now :(

anyways imma go now. bye!

2011-01-15T10:37:00.009+08:00

390th post :D
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
my neck doesn't hurt anymore XD
now currently at dad's office. No workers again lol.
just now we ate breakfast at mc' donalds. mcgriddles ( awesome! ^^v )
and like, dad's talking to a person right now at mac.
so he tell me use his card go his office.
firstly : i didn't know what floor, then nerrisa say 11th floor lol.
secondly : need to scan the card , press no. then still need go through
some werid door liddat lol. Even though i've done this so many times.
but doing it alone with my sister is abit nerve-wrecking.
Mainly because if i do something goes wrong or the alarm system goes
off , i'll be like : TTOTT.
anyways, imma go watch korean variety shows again.
And that invicible youth ruth's always been talking about.
sayonara!

2011-01-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

shineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

anyways, today was pretty interesting, and wet.

so basically, i got up today, showered, brushed, ate buns.

walked to bus stop, took 107, took a seat, slept in bus.

That's when i felt the pain in my neck, my neck was ACHING.

probably because i strained my neck while i was sleeping.

and it hurts like shit until now. -.- 9:05pm in the night.

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS.

dropped at bus stop. Walk to hima's house, and just entered

the house because i've been doing this for quite some time.

I quietly entered the house without anyone knowing.

Since her mum was cleaning the kitchen facing away from the door.

and hima and her dad were in their room, i slumped onto a sofa.

then hima came out, still not noticing me since she came out facing

the other direction. I noticed she was wearing P.E and thats when

I first spoke. She jumped and then faced me, giving me a surprised

expression XD. I lol-ed. But then my neck cracked again and it HURT.

at school :

borin' stuff, i asked around what they would do if their neck ached.

s = suggestion

t = thought

S : ask someone to crack your head really hard .

T : it hurts like shit and you want me to crack it?!

S : drink lots of water

T : * drinks water * * 2 hours later * its not working.

S : carry something heavy on your shoulders

T : *carried heavy bag* * trys to sling on bag but neck aches again * shit.

S : knock your head against the wall.

T : -.-.

yeah, none of em worked, in face, straining my neck more

has caused extreme pain for me neck, back and shoulders.

right now im sitting extremely straight on a chair, when i cough

or yawn its like the nerve pops and it hurts D:

though in the afternoon it was not as horrible.

anyways, then hima and i when to ruth yeobo's house.

budden when we come out of the bus, it was raining heavily.

we ignored the weather and got out my umbrella and ran up the stairs of

an overhead bridge. And it got even heavier when we reached the top.

like, mount everest or something -.-. then hima say " if we were a couple

this would be romantic. sharing an umbrella, running in the rain.

" sadly, we're 'married' and this was not one

bit 'romantic' , imagine getting drenched out in the open with your BFF

running for your life to get shelter and there is this car who zooms past

the road causing rain water to splash all over you. And when you get

shelter you're all drenched and soaking wet and even your bag and shoes

are all wet and slushy. haiz, the life i have -.-

so we call ruth to prepare us some dry clothes and towels and she's

cackling and laughing over our misfortune D': but a yeobo is a yeobo

and she prepared us some clothes. we changed and thats when the

fun started. after some packet of twisties, i don't know how and

when it happened. But suddenly hima was laughing and typing

to some friend of ruth's. it turned out to be james LMAO. I was

looking at what they were typing and they were trying to pull

a prank on him XD. It was so HILARIOUS.

i kept hurting my neck when i was laughing hard.

when i tried to control it it hurt even more, oh yeobos.

that was a load of LOLs from our mouths.

anyways , gtg! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2011-01-11T16:40:00.002+08:00

OMG T.T.

i saw the computer yesterday and thought.

try one more time see if still broken anot.

thank god dad didn't bring the charger with him.

AND THE FREAKING MOUSE CAN USE AGAIN :'D

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

BUT.

my computer account i forgot pass, since so long time liao D:

try like hell, but i scared will lock so i gave up :/

but lucky i got my sister's computer account.

some more she never put pass 8D.

but all my shinee pictures in there, including all my edits and bgs.

my past time photos and my documents all kena lock in there. -.-

well nvm, at least can play 8D.

but i can't let dad see or he'll confiscate the laptop.

anyways. here's what happened today. 11/1/2011.

wake up 5:30 am , get ready liao, ate cornflakes and a banana.

* recalls cute yoogeunie saying banana cutely *

SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEE T.T I miss yoogeun D:

anyways, then going out that time saw a baby lizard on floor dead.

I was like thinking, sure alot of bad thing happen today. Morning

already see dead animals on the floor.

i slept in the bus, then wake up thought i skip my stop liao. panick!

i drop at some weird place. suay. then waited for 107 come again.

after a few more stops, stop at hima the bus stop there.

I read the time from the tap card the thingie ( lol ) and it was like, 7:28am.

I was like, '' How in the world? '' anyways, since i was uber early, decided

to go hima's house, like how i've been doing for the past 4 days.

and she's always eating the same thing for breakfast. Some spicy peanut

butter sauce over some biscuit or something? O_____________O'' ?

she says she's getting tired of it already.

then she said her head felt painful.

i told her drink water will go away one.

I don't know why , but i was laughing really hard when we went onto ground floor.

until i couldn't stand up when i fell onto the floor laughing. siao right?

reached school , hima and i seperate ways go classrooms.

then later go take solo school picture , but i never take cause i didn't bring $5.

the next day then take bah. then later history teacher lai.

damn fierce de. Then she pick on us two key and shinee fans XD.

she tell us don't fold our skirts. Shubash fold cause her buckle come out.

then i fold because quite loose and also freaking long, go all the way to

under my knees liddat. She said she didn't care. aiyo. SEE?!

THATS WHY I DON'T LIKE BEING TALL , ALWAYS KENA BY TEACHERS DE.

you see most of my class girls FOLD. wa, go Normal Academic or Normal Tech

even worse. they fold till way above their knees. SUPPPPERR SHORT.

i never see them kena though. I did like all our teachers to wear our

skirts and see. ANKLES SOCKS DO NOT , I REPEAT DO NOT AFFECT YOUR

STUDIES. I can totally understand hair covers your eyes so pin up. yes okay.

but ankle socks got problem mah? I don't see the reason at all. School nowadays. -.-

anyways, but class history was okay la, she said she taught for around 13 years? awesome.

I know teachers don't like to scold either.

But i heard the principal will scold the DM or the teachers if they don't

discipline them. pretty harsh eh?

- walao. just now my computer suddenly shut down, luckily the post was

saved. T.T see!? bad luck wor.

so anyway, then came recess. I keep trying to find hima.

then suddenly someone slap my back then I thought my classmate or what.

but it was jason lmao , so shocked. So i asked him where hima then he

say she went home already, so i guessed the headache must have been

really bad. dunno how the hell he know though o.O.

then got mother tongue, my teacher was one of the chio teachers XD.

she really is nice, the class also very little, budden convenient lol.

i srsly starting to miss primary school -.- , teacher's day is like SOOOO far from now.

anyways, next was home eco! I was looking through the textbook , hot choco! Yum!

we had a game

girls vs boys ( 8 vs 8 ) since a few weren't there.

boys won. unfortunately. but by 1 point nia -.-

need find all the cooking utensils on the list.

actually we win the lor , just that one of em not counted because

actually got 15 items, we took the 15th item on the list.

but the teacher told us take first 14 items T.T never say properly!

then we ate cookies to determine if they were sweet/salty/burnt

rough , crisp , soft , crumbly their colour apperance , golden brown or burnt or

blah blah blah blah. :DDD

cookie A super nice, sweetness just right melts in your mouth ( crumbly ) and yummers :).

cookie B VERY salty , everyone spat out their cookie. ew. cause i didn't eat it XD.

cookie C tasted burnt , looked burnt , and guess what? It was burnt.

then next was english class.

we went into the next class , then the teacher's name reminded me

of man man hani from u-kiss. She 50 years old but she looked about 30/40

like that . and her kids are at Melbourne studying , one of her daughters is a teacher now too.

Why do i know so much? Because she told us to intro until like that.

She sat our class with the other class people. I was paired with a girl named

Jolene, she seems very ... cold.

* silence *

me : erm. hi.

Jolene : ...

me : ERM. I'm kai lin , and you are?

Jolene : ...

me : errr, intro le.

Jolene : what? i'm jolene.

me : oh okay , what do you like to do the most?

Jolene : shut up.

me : you're being lame. -.-

Jolene : * talks to the guy beside her *

me : - thinks : walau eh , bitch sia -

no seriously , it was REALLY like that.

then i doodled on her desk while she wasn't looking. muhahaha.

just a small picture nia -.-

then after that, teacher ask us what we talk about.

then when i was about to say that she refused to talk.

she said : we talked about our family

i was pretty shocked at her sweetness towards her teachers, such bitches

really existed :c . I feel like the worst moment of my life has just stabbed me

in the back a million times. I couldn't even tell hima about it cause she was at home T.T.

ITS SUCKS HAVING NO HANDPHONE. dad hasn't given me one for 12 years.

i see lil' kids these days with iphones. How ironic is that?!

then go home that time go on bus right.

a old woman sit beside me. then i miss my stop ! because she didnt want to move D:

she might be tired and all , but i have to go home too man T.T

she scolded me when i wanted to move, you old woman don't be so selfish can ma?!

i felt like crying cause i had to walk back to my stop.

then still need wait for 107. - sighs. -

then stop at potong pasir wait for bus.

when i boarded i felt a bit dizzy, suddenly one hand came infront of my face.

I was going to glare at the person when i realised it was Jia hui and Rina :DDDD

They looked so cute in their beatty uniforms :DD. somemore got tie le.

then jia hui stop the same stop as me, then we seperated ways after that.

did i mention she keep laughing when i talk to her? I'm pretty worried XD.

later she'll laugh too much lols.

DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

omg, my post is so long o.O''

i'll quickly end it here :)

2011-01-10T18:01:00.004+08:00

oh yo! using dad's iphone to write this.

its hard as fuck. ( for me that is. )

i think i tried writing the first sentence

for a about 5 minutes, and thats a hell lot of time.

erm, making this as short as possible. i just want to

again say how awesome jongkey fanfics are. plus, my yearn

for yaoi. hmm , lemme try uploading some pics o.O

OKAY, uploaded sucessfully :D. ( loving alice&peter )t

The house of mannequin, babloyn, just look out for

- 19blueroses - and - kimmeil - live journalistes are

writing geniuses, i swear. the ending of every fic

is like someone dying for me. btw, HEARTS to yeobos!

* throws hearts around singapore *

anyways im pretty sick today, plus, i woke up late.

So i didn't go to school D:

i hope no one kills me. * prays hard to buddha *

and might i add how freaking cold it is? the rain never

stops falling! oh shit, the post is long.

woah , spent 45 minutes on this one. D:

byes.

2011-01-09T14:48:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

so long since i've first been here -.-

this is the last day of the first week of school.

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. I'm feeling pretty crappy, yet happy.

andddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. lazy.

- - -

so firstly , i have 2 chio and pretty nice teachers.

and... i have one super junior fan ( audrey, who fangirls over donghae)

2 shinee fans ( aulfa and shubash )

and shubash likes key 8D . ( YAY ! and yes , she fangirls over donghae too. )

this totally nice senior Ada ( A - da )

this totally 'man' senior Bernard ( reminds me of bernie from sesame. )

and this red cross guy Ah Hong ( lmao , but the guy looks so sporty )

- - -

AND RUTH! ARE YOU OKAY?! DO YOU HEAR ME? ARE YOU OKAY?!!

lonely uhs , but surrounded by k-pop hyper fangirls not enough ma? T.T

now go eat KFC.

\BYE.

2011-01-02T18:52:00.008+08:00

aish. tomorrow dad bringing back computer. wtf. no one online o.o''

reading fanfics from livejournal.

there are some really emotional and good ones. others...just filled with smut. -.-

anyways , jongkey fics are the awesomest.

jjong's always the boy , key , the 'girl' 8D. I can totally see why though.

okays , gtg go watch bakuman! :)

byes byes

2011-01-01T02:57:00.004+08:00

okay so , hi 8D.

i know , i know. wtf am i doing writing on my blog when i just said

i didn't have a god damn computer. well. seeing that 2011 was tomorrow.

dad decided to bring the laptop back home for the weekend so sis and i could

play to our hearts content. ( woots! ) okay so this is what happened after

the stuff happening at the office. ( read previous post -.- )

I SWEAR THIS IS A REALLLLY SHORT VERSION OF THE WHOLE STUFF.

i cut away alot of other scenes also -.-

- - -

so.. try as we might . dad just HAD to go south bay -.-

we stopped by this nasi lemak shop around paya lebar MRT station.

GOD. that stuff is awesome.

So while dad was smoking outside. I stopped my sis from biting a chicken wing and said this.

'' Nerrisa ah, today remember the barbie movie you wanted to watch? "

obviously she just stared at me , confused.

" it starts tonight 11:30pm ! they have 3 movies all in one you know ! "

actually - 11:30 = Golden Disk Awards.

she just had this confused face on , wondering whether to believe me or not.

So i just told her to ' mini - miney - mini - mo ' between going home or south marina bay.

I DUG MY OWN GRAVE .

so i whined , telling him that for the past 11 years i've been following what HE

wanted to do on new years. So we decided that we would go , but for an hour.

since it was 8 that time. we'd be home by 9pm. so i guess i was convinced and went

along with it. So we went there , and it was uber crowded , well , obviously.

there was this blue-lighted bridge , and it was SO pretty. but snobby people

wouldn't let 'commoners' in -.-. So only a few security guards could walk across it.

DAMN. they must have liked their job then.

then see see lo. see big bowl , big fountain. lalala.

then there was this guy with his kid carrying around a bunch of balloons.

i guess my sis must have mistaken him for a balloon 'giver' and just took a balloon from

his hand. the guy didn't really react o.o.

then suddenly dad want to go casino. so he say we go home ourselves lo.

AGREED. DONE. LEFT.

as we were walking to the bus stop. a couple randomly came to us and

gave us their hand clappers and party hats. o.O

ITS TRUE . I'M NOT MAKING THIS UP!

They said they were going to a casino and couldn't possibly take those

with them. I thanked them and they left. i was like WTF sia. -.-

so we took bus 133. then idk why , but quite empty.

then suddenly taken to this deserted bus-stop.

i hadn't realised it was the last stop. guess i took the wrong side.

luckily , the next 133 bus which was going in the right direction came.

i since we were at the first stop . the whole bus was to ourselves XD.

we took the top level. lalalalalalala.

we alighted at boon keng there. then buy soya bean drink.

then we sang this werid song i made up on the spot.

i sang '' chop wood chop wood '' she sang '' chop chop chop the wood. ''

suddenly , nerrisa dropped buttercup into the drain. she cried all the way home.

{ FLASHBACK }

" i want go swimming daddy " said nerrisa.

dad approved. go swim.

we stopped by a shop before swimming to get a door knob. ours was broken.

then they were selling little bright yellow baby chick toys for 2.50 each.

she whined and whined and got it. lol.

we went to the swimming complex. i asked her what she want to name it.

'' birdie '' '' BIRDIE?! so simple? what about... fluffy? " " oh !!! but i want name her buttercup "

" i never thought of that name, okay, buttercup. "

and shes been carrying the freaking chicken around with her for weeks.

{ END OF FLASHBACK }

when we got home , we took a shower.

we fought with grandpa over the remote.

// no one was harmed in the typing of this post. //

he could see his pg until 12. the rest , ours.

when our turn , sis had forgotten about barbie.

AND I TELL YOU , SHINEE IN YOUR TELEVISION IS WAY MORE

SCREAM-WORTH CAUSE THEIR HIGH QUAILITY AND BIG. :D.

so yeah. loved the whole darn show.

btw , its 3:30am now , gtg sleep what. HAPPY 2011 :DD

2010-12-31T19:35:00.002+08:00

380th post :DD
now in dad's office , using the large computer. dad later want bring nerrisa and i
to marina there. BUT I WANT TO WATCH GDA ON TV >:( . But dad sure reject T.T
so anyways , quickly typing now . I'm trying to get my sister to protest against going to
marina. cause anyways she wants to see the barbie movie. So we both got reasons to
go home XD. dad wants to styal in a hotel for no god damn reason. o.o''
BTW . Happy new year everyone. after 2011 . lets hope 2012's end is not real.
shinee isn't updating any sooner. -.- omg , gtg ! byessssss.

2010-12-21T19:27:00.007+08:00

JONGKEY

is the best kekeke.

* TT.TT *

OMG. its like been centuries since i've last written something D:

but do not stress! i am here to write my 377th post, yes, little readers! NOW. ( lol )

- - -

Note :

extreme hyper active writing, explosive action, exaggerated scenes, princess penelope(s), Tron,

Nerrisa, high-pitch screaming, Yakult, pink bikes, capslock, happy faces, Disney, popcorn, SHINee, Key, Mc' Donalds, chicken AND more explosive hyper active exaggerated pretty polly action/writing, and random awesome-ness/lame-ness. 8D

* 8D *

- - -

okay so like , there's been a few events that happened. o___o''

likeeeeeeeeeeeee, i pumped up my bike so now... i can exercise.

( isn't that AWESOME?! I hardly exercise, much less walk 'round Kallang River 8'D )

* waves hands around hysterically. *

- - -

[ Onew's Birthday 14/12 (1) ♥ ]

Hardly celebrated, I tell you -.-

So hima , beehong , jasline and nathlie and i were the only girls.

I was pissed that someone had invited other guys over for the 'celebration'

I don't know who did it, but i woulda punched 'em -.-

since the actual reason why this celebration was busted was because of the

guys, who so very much enjoyed this occasion, i was literally left hungry, angry and cussing.

WITHOUT Lim Bee Hong's knowledge -.-.

To start off, i waited at Boon Keng MRT station , then beehong, joy and then jasline showed up.

then met hima at the platform, went to habourfront - nat was waiting for us there.

Then i spotted all guys there -.- ( thats when i went crazy and went questioning everyone )

I shut up when no one answered , so we just went along.

skip fast.

- go kopitiam , all didn't know what to do.

- all slack, until who knows what time it was.

- then 4 something then go sentosa -.-

- wasted 3 dollars

- boys extremely noisy in little train.

- people stared at them with laser eyes.

- use tram go siloso beach

- japanese couple sat beside me

- xiudong dropped at wrong spot , so he run after tram ( LMAO )

- everyone literally laughed at him XD.

- continue running until we stop at beach.

- xiudong without second thought took of his shirt and went to swim -.-

- everyone go play water, i don't want because i only one wearing sneakers.

- others ask me to take off sneakers join them , i refused ( lols , i don't want sneakers wet T.T )

- * tries to recall hard * AH! then hima drew ' happy birthday onew! ' in the sand.

- everyone stepped on her ' creation ' lol-ed ( she whined )

- then hima thought she saw the twin towers

- hima ask girls come with her , beehong wanted to stay with boys.

- cussed about her, she came.

- got lost, did not find twin towers, all blame hima.

- all decide to go back to beach.

- i complained all the food there was expensive, got REALLY hungry.

- washed our feet in the 'ground' fountain.

I was really tired by then, really grumped around like a .... like a .... eh , grump. yeah.

all wait for boys to wash up and change , hima and i listened to shinee songs.

during then i cussed alot , blame alot and was REALLY REALLY hungry.

in the end cannot wait already , joy needed to go home liao.

i can't believe beehong left us for THEM. of course , nat followed her -.-.

i was like the only one cussing and sussing about them. then hima also agree.

all agree. but hima still took their side abit, so i was abit agitated.

anyways, we took the train back to vivo. i was so happy to find cheap snacks agn T.T

although a pack of chips were $2 i was srsly starving , so i bought it, i mean , a pack of chips in sentosa costes $3.20 -.-. then joy and hima bought chips also , jasline ate an orange ice-pop.

then we went to the roof where we could soak our tired feet in the water. i seriously thought i was in heaven then XD. Ruth uhs , if you had come , it would srsly turn out ALOT better.

AND BTW , NO CAKE AT ALL , DOESN'T THAT SUCK?

- - -

although i have ALOT to say.

since dad is using this laptop for work, i guess i'll have to wait until a few more days so i can use the computer in his office, so bye ^^

- - -

TO BE CONTINUED ( PART 1 )

2010-12-11T13:47:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI MINHO! (LATE XD)

2010-12-06T11:04:00.002+08:00

aiya wtf.
charger buy liao.
then computer the mouse pad spoil liao.
so now using dad's red computer. -.-''
liddat only weekend can use. cause dad need use this for what business.
now playing in the morning before dad brings this computer to work.
i'm typing like mad now o.O
I might need to rehab lmao.
facebook nothing to do.
tumblr nth.
blog nth.
To the point where i'm playing little kiddie games i used to play
when i was younger -.-
i can't find any new videos of shineeeeee.
so. checking out 2ne1/snsd/kara/2pm/c.nblue/mblaq's videos.
sheeze.
dad gtg work liao , so me gtg too -.-
byesss.

2010-12-04T12:25:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG.

I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN BLOGGIE :DDDD

* kisses charger *

LOL.

i've been going crazy since yesterday 8D.

its been alittle long since i posted , but fyi , my charger

just suddenly , couldn't be used anymore o___O

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

here i am with a new one ^^

but then my computer's screen became EXTRA small.

I know , that you can make the screen smaller with the 'mouse' on the laptop.

But really cannot -.-

At least can play bah.

SO i was heavily engrossed in daily manga reading, watching

korean variety shows and kami nomi zo shiru sekai ( the manga i've been spazzing 'bout XD ).

Then i was just dying to read something , and went through all the blogs i could find. o_o

then , decided to read my past postes.

My first fricken post was so. messy.

And had this...attidude o.o ( gangstar ? )

Oh , and i rmb the postes when i wrote essays. -.-

AND. the 'voice' when i wrote things and 'voice' would comment -.-

OH MY GAWWD.

I FEEL SO LAME D:

wait. i am lame. O3o

hmm.

HOT PIPPING CURRY PUFFS WITH POTATO , CHICKEN AND EGGS. YUMMERS.

:D. * happy face spins round and round *

hahahahahahaha

- bye -

2010-11-28T01:22:00.003+08:00

OMG , FINALLY JONGKEY'S BACK >:D
I was seriously screaming when i saw this.
eh btw , dad brought back the red computer.
Charged fully liao ma. So i played 8D
But he never bring charger -.-
Bring com , don't bring charger?
so , limited time lo.
Actually i sneak play de lo , cause now 2am plus and he sleeping.
So im making this a short one :D
First we go eat breakfast mac :)
yummers.
Then we went to a temple today.
pray la.
Then pray finish , go dad's office.
Then I use big com play.
eeee , wanted to discuss with few people what school to go.
NO ONE ON.
fk.
Then watch all the youtube vids.
Check all mail.
ALL THE FB OR WHATEVER THINGY ASAP LA.
Then until 6pm then come back home.
Then on the way got buy hor fan back , then eat that as dinner.
Then bathe.
Then dad say we going to what Soka place.
I heard mum went to that place alot of times before, its like a 'spirit' or a 'buddha' that gives you spiritual happiness or , something like - makes your dreams come true.
So...its like a religion? o_____o
We went to this HBD flat 5 room dehs, where alot of ppl gathered , about...40 ppl?
We were one of the very recent or new members along with some other ppl.
Then they started chanting japanese-like phrases.
Then members all gave their own life experiences on how the 'domoko' which is something like wishing spirit , helped them have a 'better life' la. ( walau , so confusing le. )
Then got to know some ppl there , then they told me about the 'history' la.
So..basically , this 'religion' was founded in japan. then it became an international religion. Something like that :)
THE CHANT IS FKING HARD TO PRONOUNCE. D:
To think mum came there often o.o
Then this assitant ldr , his name is Jas i think. ( srsly, he liddat say de )
Then he was a 64 yr old japanese guy , then married a singaporean woman ma , he told all of us like his 'life' la. It was pretty interesting 8D.
Then suddenly whole group shout 'GROUP PHOTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
Lol , hide one corner there 8D.

Then suddenly party liddat o.o

they give out chocolates and drinks lols.

They can change mood so fast o.o

Then got one 'soka' member , she just come back from New Zealand , then give out pens from her trip , You know that time , all that happened , i really felt werid lols. o____o

I wonder if they do this ALL the time o.O

But srsly , all were very friendly :DD

adonfnwdlfnlsjnflsj

-skips-

WE ARE NOW AT HOME :D

IM REPLAYING JONGKEY , POCKY KISS :3

OMG , SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAWT.

I'VE NEVER FELT LIKE MAKING TWO MAN GAY AND FALL IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER

THEY SHOULD SRSLY BE IN ' we got married ' FK , THAT WOULD BE AWESOMEEEEEE!

- Jongkey shipper going crazy -

BEAT THAT SHIN SEKYUNG , KEY OWNS YOU , HANDS DOWN!

( oh , and yay for random lays potato chip pack on the top! )

- replays jongkey pocky moment -

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

REAL YAOI , BEFORE MY EYES *.*

- spazzes again -

Aiya , i might wake up my dad if i continue , so BYES.

(walau , battery 10% left nia D: )

Better watch pocky moment as much as i can , trying to shut my mouth 83

so byessssss !

- k a i l i n

2010-11-27T14:18:00.005+08:00

omg .

So long no post , sorry uhs D:

now currently in dad's office.

The com still spoil , as in , charger spoilt.

So yesterday went to hima's house with ruthie.

Actually Ruth called me up in the morning and suggested we go visit

Mrs Soo mah. Then she come my house then say she wan go bugis.

She say want to WANDER around lols.

Then in the end went to hima's house.

LOLS.

OMG MAN.

- random quote -

i love this keyboard XDD

XKLCNSODFHOVN

Then we climbed the bridge to cross the road

She say tired lol.

I say cause she always use traffic light and taxis de.

LOL

Then flag a taxiiiiiiii ~

Then take taxi go.

REACHED.

So we go her house , then ruth and hima suddenly watch onew's videos.

I was there abit annoyed.

See SHINee thing la , see onew for what? o.o

Then suddenly go jesscia then SNSD videos. -.-

aigo.

So anyways,

Play and Play.

Then go downstairs.

we went to another shop , then there was this toy machine.

Then need use the 'CLAW' to get the toys mah.

Ruth used the claw then caught one bear toy.

It caught the bear's hand , then it was about to drop , but dropped into the pit!

LUCKY SIA.

Then bought this BROWNIE ice-cream.

FKING NICE MAN.

especially the coffee part and the brownie bits.

PURE HEAVEN.

Then we went to a playground then play ma.

Then go play the swings.

Ruth just swing abit then scream like mad woman lols.

I lol-ed alot during the playground parts.

Then ruth call her bear jonghyun.

Then kiss the bear.

Then i rmb-ed the bear drop on the ground alot XD.

I was like OMG , YOU KNOW THE BEAR GOT DROP ON THE GROUND HOW MANY TIMES ANOT. and she just kissed it 8D.

Then go back to hima's house.

Then BLAH BLI BLANG BLI BLANG.

Then need go home.

Take taxi agn.

Then i decided go Ruth's house.

Just stayed until 6pm though.

LOLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Please all be blessed in their new schools next year , in their next phase in life ;D.

Okays BYES :)

- k a i l i n .

2010-11-20T12:56:00.004+08:00

OMG . 370th post ;D

now currently in dad's office agn 8D

Saturday mah , then he still here need work, somemore he sick D:

So rather daughters come, nerrisa's a clown.

Nerrisa and I eating chicken burgers while he drinks some soup , or is it a tonic?

o___o?

anyways , yesterday was the last day of school D:

Hima cried , as expected.

Few others cried too.

But , as for me , its not like won't see agn what. Can meet up ma :)

Maybe a decade later got one gathering or what 8D.

Still got facebook / twitter , and read other's blogs for updates

on their daily life in sec school. Well , if they actually update.

During concert though , kinda find the parents not into the concert at all.

Just see if kids there anot , see their trophy , take picture , take vid , go home.

Aiyo.

Ruth said the parents very incooperative when finale dance item came up, agreed.

hugged ppl here and there , gonna miss melissa D: ( my contra. yes, i named it. )

or was it michelle?

meh. just go with the name melissa.

And of course , chers and friends ^-^

results are next week.

NERVOUS .

btw , my com at home internet spoil. Thats why playing HARD right now XD.

okay , go see shinee liao , bb ;D

2010-11-17T19:10:00.002+08:00

Hi all :)

Tomorrow will be the last day we'll all be together D:

To think i was wishing to end school as soon as possible

Its like someone died or something D':

Anyways , it was Jiahui's b-day yesterday , so HBD 8D.

Today dad forced me and my sis out of bed around 9am.

My butt hurt.

Then we all changed, dad was bringing us to Jurong there

the mac eat breakfast :D woohoo!

Turns out he was there to meet his customer for work ,

so my sis , yes my sis , ask for money from dad XD

he gave us $20 in total , then tell us go do what we want

with it, LOL.

We went in the mall, then walk around in circles.

We went to popular first, she spotted car stickers, so I

bought some for her, then i bought a file.

Then walked around , go mini toons there , browse .

There was this plastic burger money bank on the shelf ,

and she said it was bad for a person to waste food LOL.

Then she wanted to play with those car moving thingys.

The machines where you have to slot in $1 coins and it'll

start moving. I just watched her playing like that for a

few minutes, she was giggling alot, it sounded weird.

But she's still cute. lol.

So anyways we went around again then i spotted CC!

I was like OMG! cause i didn't know they had it there.

I went in the shop , and there were loads more anime

stuff than k-pop stuffs o.o. I managed to find only two

SHINee cards D: ~ BLAH BLAH BLAH.

Buy vanilla ice-cream.

yummyyyyyyy ~

Then wait for dad finish up work.

Then we went to Bird Park :DDDD

You wouldn't be excited , but it was my

first time 8D. srs. really srs.

Then dad need pay $42 for the entry. Veh. exp for me

le. Then see alot of birds , pelicans were very up-close o.o

I saw a swan - first impression : FLUFFF-AYYY.

It shoke so much that one of its feathers 'came' out. bad

use of words , i know. landed on the water , kind of close

to me :D, So I picked it up. It was really big , and it felt very soft 8D.

I saw this stork that had eyes like a cat o.o, yellow eyes 8D.

- - - - -

i was like HERE

this is the border |

and it was HERE

the stork was below me mah , then i was holding some juicy

yummy-licious corn, then the stork just jump up and almost

killed me with its long sharp beak , luckily never eat my corn.

CORN *.*

then it was flapping its wings and running around. siao.

- - - - -

We saw flamingos , pikachus , keys , bottles , birds , more birds ,

trees , chicken wings , little girls , paper , birds ( did i mention this? ) and..

water.

- - - - -

After all this , tired luh.

Then eat laksa and chicken wings.

we took an MRT to dad's office place.

I saw a woman who was also a worker , shockingly , her voice was exactly

the same as my tution 'manager' more like worker's voice , lily's voice.

They're 'different' looking though o.o

Then i'm blogging now lo :D

later i'm going to the mall below this office to buy some stuff . :)

Hope ya'll like it :D

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BPS ! (Y)

- k a i l i n

2010-11-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

The lockets of love ♥

Yay , Jongkey ♥ :D

i fucking lol-ed at this picture i found while googling

round for SHINee pictures. She must have lived under

a rock for the past few years -.- lol @ the best ans.

Anyways , hi alls :)

Haiz , who knew we'd be graduating from primary school in 2 days.

time travels fast huh? XD

today just slept alot at home.

cause its been raining like..the whole day.

So...i slept o.o

Tomorrow , if continue raining.

sleep lo XD

fyi ; i awoke at 10pm. o-o

so now im playin' 8D

no one online -.-

shoulda played at afternoon for abit.

i feel lazaaayyyy.

so bye :)

2010-11-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

SM entertainment.

The WORST company , The BEST artistes. :)

If only they treated their 'slaves' better -.-

fk them.

- - - -

DAMN. YOU GOTTA LISTEN TO '' TELL YOURSELF ''.

It is sup-aarrrr addictive. :)

tick , tick , stop oui ~

tell yourself to be myself ~

now i feel so right ~

- - - -

oh , brb , imma go eat dinner ^^

* AFK *

. . . . .

back :D

So anyways ,

today do alot of , erm , art? o.O

Cause after assembly , the 'mei' twins, hui juan and I go 6I classroom do our stuff.

I did the batik painting the banner.

Twins did the YOG Mali banner.

Hui juan 'framed' the batik paintings with black tape.

Then after a while , Jasline came late , she walked into the classroom.

Then cause others in com lab I thought she wanted to go to com lab .

But she volunteered to help o.o

So she help HJ do the 'frames' , they turned out great.

Of course , Mei sisters were VERY quiet. I tried talking to them , but the longest sentence they did ever said to me was ' Can I please borrow the black marker? ' 7 words , 30 letters ( excluding quotation mark ) , one sentence. LOL WHUTTTTT?

and its a ' may i borrow .... ? ' question.

* applaudes * darn the twins are good.

What i mean is in volume, looks and art.

okay okay , moving on.

So I was there drawing on the banner for about half an hour.

Then I was colouring .

AND COLOURING.

tick tick ,

10mins past by.

20mins.

40mins.

50mins.

OH , YOU ASK ME WAS IT BORING? WAS IT?

MY WRIST WAS ACHING. MY FINGERS, OH MY FINGERS. * cries *

The mei sisters got to use paint.

I used mini colour pencils.

You try colouring non-stop for an hour , i see how you feel.

Anyways , we left our work unfinished to go for recess at 9:25am.

- - - -

Finally , food.

So ate some CHICKEN , NOODLES and some GREEN TEA yeah!

went to toilet with ruth and hima.

hima ate chicken in toilet , extreme love for chicken i see.

then go eerie spot talk talk talk XD.

Ruth was especially perverted today XD.

You call me perv i call you perv lo. o.o

We went up to 2nd floor go toilet agn (?) did we? o-o.

Then thought hall off limits.

So went down, Ruth thought late.

No ppl , saw ppl go up hall.

Go up hall. -.-

Saw ppl , run to there.

so troublesome lol.

Then straight away go with twins,jas and hj to classroom agn for continuation :D

- - - -

Then Qian wen volunteer help. -.-

I continue colour ~

Twins were outlining banner.

HJ doing frame.

Jasline and Qianwen sorting out paintings.

After a short while.

The others ( jas,qianwen,HJ ) were playing with a tape ball.

YES. TAPE BALL.

Just during this time while i was outlining the banner, the random guy came in.

Then I dunno what happened cause I was napping abit then, then suddenly one fking loud screech from the chair woke me up, Then saw this : Jasline and Kimyong were throwing around a 'tapedtogetherballishthingy' (?) then he was spouting vulgars and she was giggling and being chased -.-

After that I just got back to work.

All this time i was staring at my banner , wondering if something was wrong.

SUDDENLY.

This ball flew over me.

I screamed fking loud.

o________o;;

Finally the stupid ol' man went away.

- - - -

blah blah blah.

* how many hours *

- - - -

Go hall paste banner on 'showcase place' :)

The batik paintings looked pretty against the light XD

Kim yong there agn. Girls play ' tapedballgame' agn with him.

I watch finale dancers dancing , all the p1 and p2 that were assembling there all

learn the dance moves so fast then join in the dance O_O

Slowly, more p1 // p2 come in , walao , the whole place like club or what. VIBRATE 8D.

- - - -

I was sketching werid animals in my notebook.

ALL OF A SUDDEN.

... got blue tack ball.

Almost hit me 7 times. * punches toilet paper roll on the table *

how many balls are these girls gonna throw around?!

Then Mr Yee give us free bottled green tea for 'helping' him.

YAY!?

* SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP *

WAHAHAHA , BAND FINALLY.

sneak out from class lol.

- - - -

do rehearsal.

SA;KDPFNOWNFOWNFOEDON

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired.

- RUNS ACROSS TRAFFIC LIGHT -

- RUNS UP STAIRS TO 3RD FLOOR -

- RUNS THROUGH CORRIDOR TO DOOR -

- OPENS DOOR , TRIPS OVER , MANAGES TO CATCH MYSELF -

- BATHES , EATS TWISTIES -

- ON COM -

- ON MSN , TALK TO RUTH -

AKSDNOJSFBODWBFOWDNCOJWDBFN

and so on , and so on.

So long liao, lazy write la. -.-

BYE.

- k a i l i n .

2010-11-12T19:10:00.002+08:00

Kuroshitsuji. ♥

One of my all time favourites, the anime was not a let down either.

The contract between Ciel Phantomhive and Sebastian is between a boy and a demon butler.

nearing the end , mixed emotions filled inside me that made me feel like crying.

Although they might have never noticed it , but the two shared a bond like no other.

Its got plenty of a beautiful and thick plot. I can understand the complicated points with ease.

There's a beautiful music score (opening ending music alike ^^, go gazette!), enough hitting emotional power that will move me , and of course , bishie characters. The victorian-era gothic clothing is an extra bonus.

Oh, and the art and seiyuus are tres bian! But i must mean admit that the plot was too rushed.

Well, if it wasn't for so little episodes..

So, read the manga, watch the anime and pray for a drama. Kuroshitsuji ftw :) ♥ !

- - - - -

Went to the carnival today.

Well, it was fun .

Some Amazing race?

HM , RT , HJ and I were in a group :)

We went through several game stations.

And had to collect a number of stamps.

We won about 4 games out of 5? I don't remember .

I think we won a 5-member Primary 4 group from stamford's.

LOL .

I couldn't finish a computer game. -.- blockhead.

After which, we filled in some forms, we then traded the forms for an..

vanilla//strawberry//chocolate ICE-CREAM.

We couldn't eat on the way to the bus or IN the bus.

But I did.

That's all to it :)

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"I'm scared of being hated by you, i'm scared of what you will say to me. I'm scared of how you will act towards me. We all act arrogant at times, but i'll never say I don't want to be your friend, don't take that as an advantage though, we're equal, we can't control our feelings sometimes."

- :D

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k a i l i n (♥)

2010-11-11T07:44:00.011+08:00

now in com lab 2 .

zzzz;

all these guys are talking about what dragon game lol.

fawazz stole hima's place ( walau )

she sitting with kirthu now -.-

haiz.

Yesterday night grandpa just took my computer and closed it.

Then the thing shut down .

I was like on fb chatting then he just close it like that.

Then he say i play too long , then he force my sister play com.

Cause my sister complain never play , when actually the whole morning she play already.

AND. The reason why the computer always spoils due to reasons like this.

She always spills juice or milk onto the computer. GO REPAIR.

She always not careful , i don't blame her , but she just lets it drop on the floor. GO REPAIR.

And they said i dl-ed to many things so needed to repair.

psh.

I know it isn't mostly my sister's fault that she makes mistakes like this , but its rlly unfair being

accused of being the one who spoilt it. -.-

Well anyways, imma go fb now ^^ bb!

2010-11-10T21:07:00.004+08:00

Hello...all fellow young mistresses and masters.

LMAO. ( XD )

ok ok . that was cliche. D:

haiz, I suddenly think about my PSLE results , can't help

but think that I might get a bad score , or worse..

FAIL T.T

- - - - -

THINK ABOUT ANIME.

THINK ABOUT SHINEE.

THINK ABOUT SCHOOL

THINK ABOUT BUNNY RABBITS.

THINK ABOUT LIFE.

THINK ABOUT YOUTUBE.

THINK ABOUT FRIENDS.

THINK ABOUT LOVE

THINK ABOUT CAC

THINK ABOUT SEC SCHOOL

THINK PERVERTLY

THINK ABOUT TIME

THINK ABOUT YOURSELF WORRYING

THINK ABOUT KILLING

THINK ABOUT EATING

THINK ABOUT EPICNESS

THINK ABOUT DYING

THINK ABOUT MUSIC

THINK ABOUT YOU

THINK ABOUT BLOGGING

THINK...THINK ABOUT KEY!

YES. THE PERFECT SCHOOL LIFE.

lmao. NOT.

- - - - - -

FKKKKK.

FKKKKKKKKKK.

FKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

I DIDN'T EAT MY DAILY DOSE OF SWEETS. SHAYT. ( sh-ya-at )

- - - - - -

BE RANDOM AND EPIC . YOU WILL SEE THE WORLD LAUGHING AT YOU.

- - - - - -

i saw a clown. in my toilet.

- - - - - -

Erh , anyway , did any of you eat cheese today? Cause...i didn't.

SADLY. * goes to a corner and cries *

I wonder how you all entertain yourselves at home.

I've always had free entertainment. coming from a clown i know , she's shorter than me and she has short hair and bangs. She's been the smallest person i've ever seen in my house.

GO LM.C AND GAZETTE ! TURN ME ON WITH THAT ROCKIN' NATURE OF YOURS!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

damn , cause of some anime openings , i've come to really like j-rock.

If only they didn't put such thick make-up on and have had strange hairstyles, i bet they'd look quite good-looking without ALL THAT on :D. KYAAAA ! XD kewl guitar skills man ~

eh.....i've gone extremely off topic. nvm :D

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

EVERYTHING I LOVEEEEE :3

- k a i l i n

2010-11-09T20:14:00.008+08:00

Damn , they've become extremely hot.

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! KEY! *.*

I so wish that his hair stayed like that , it fking unleashed his sexiness and cuteness!

grr. i so want to go comic connection and buy some shinee stuff right now. * pouts *

I was like browsing through and staring at SHINee's and key's photos for hours.

I've come to like their juliette hairstyles. they were so cute , especially key and taemin XD.

I feel jonghyun's mohawk suits him now , while last time i felt it didn't match him well.

maybe its cause of their over frequent changing of hairstyles that i feel that any hairstyle matches them now =.= . I just wish they'll go back to their normal hairstyles with not so much curlers and colours. Well , whatever. They're still hot.

- - - - - -

I've fallen in love with Ciel. Even cuter when he crossdresses! damn , anime is only second thing to shinee that can make me ... well ... squeal. XD. No no , its like , everytime i see shinee or MAD , im like smiling at the screen like some creepy stalker or something . I only realised this yesterday when my sister said this to me '' kai lin , why you smile like that? '' I didn't get what she meant until the screen turned black cause i didn't move the mouse. I saw my creepy face on the screen lmao.

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I had intended to change my skin numerous times , but for some reason , i just feel this skin really shows out. IDK , i just feel unsatisfied when i preview my blog with another skin , i would just quickly change back to this skin agn XD. CURRENT BLOGSKIN FTW! :D

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Visit back soon :D. Extra pic ~

2010-11-06T15:02:00.005+08:00

OMGGGG I LOVE TAMAKI ! He's such an airhead on love lol !

Just love it when he does his puppy eyes ~

OHHHH AND KYOUYA : THE LORD OF EVIL = sexayyy ~

Honeyyyyy , so adorable ^-^ wanna pinch his cheeks ~

Hikaru and Kaoru are lil' devils , their so hot with their brotherly love :3

Mori , sucha refreshing guy , i kinda like him with haruhi 8D.

So anyway , i'm kind of addicted too anime lols. cause , maple broke down. fk D: .

AFTER JUST FIX LE WALAU. So i decided to go get updated on shinee performances.

So much news of jonghyun's love ~

For some reason i felt like it was a set-up couple made by sment and the company the female actor is in.

To get them popular ya know?

Oh never mind , so after that , i went to the second best entertainment after SHINee.

Manga . Anime . Drama - nesssssss :D

BUHAHAHAHAS.

I read up all the mangas i didn't continue , and have come to love some of em' !

There are tooooo many raw mangas out there not translated and scanned yet T.T

I wish i could read japanese or korean =3=.

High school uniforms are so MOEEEE !

I TOTALLY RECOMMEND

Anime = DARKER THAN BLACK AND CLANNAD :D (no need usuals like KHR we all noe em :D)

Manga = ROCKIN' HEAVEN AND THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS :D

Drama = HE'S BEAUTIFUL AND PLAYFUL KISS :D ( no need usuals like BOF :D go KHJ! )

- - - -

I'm eating oreos now ~

with a glass of milk ^^ lols.

anyways imma go now ^^ byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-11-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

haiz.

i was planning on writing all about the 4 days in brunei the minute i got home.

Then my computer's screen had flipped over , not only that, internet spoilt for 2 days.

Then sunday and rest of days can only play maple , where the screen flips back to normal, so, easier to see. I think abt forgotten some parts already . * thinks hard * o_o.

?????????.

OH BUT NEVER MIND THAT.

DADDY WENT TO GET IT FIXED UP ABIT.

AND BOOM! IT WAS FIXED 8D.

I got this mini video/music player thingy. o_o;;

andddddddddddddddd. dad bought an iRobot ~

YAY.

what i rmbred will be written after the fullstop , fullstop

- - - - - - -

{ FIRST day. }

6.00am. - woke up.

7.15am - prepared, rtg. tried calling up ruth's house. no ans.

7.30am - called hima round that time for ruth's hp no. forgot. 8D.

7.35am - round that time , managed to call ruth? or ruth called me? IDK. O.O

AND. she told after that that her dad and maid were coming down WITH her. oh the shock i felt.

met ruth around carpark there. fk was i surprised.

We had a few plans , in fact i was suddenly named zhi ling.

Yunfang's mum picked us up , i felt like i could fly.

Met Mr Tan and current Vice-principal at starbucks.

Saw my art cher and mdm molli nearby. filled up my stuff.

went to mac with yunfang and mum and ruth ~ ate breakfast. nice breakfast. VERY NICE.

Hima was accompanied by parents to mac , gave me back my luggage due to reasons. Lazy say.

Saw hima eat hashbrown. $1 each. try it , its good.

BLAH BLAH BLAH. Wait darn fking long for flight. When on board.

Spazzed ( bad ) , scared , worried.

Spazzed ( good ) , Hyper , admiring scenery out the window.

AOKDNSOFGBNEORNGLJERNGNG.

Ear kena blocked , it was so painful , like it was ripped off or something o.o

Got off plane. Thank god.

Go through checkpoint and went to some places ( forgot. ) Check into hotel. Changed room partner. Cheng yan ^^

Ruth scream at me saying '' hima and my room connected ! 8DDD " SO GOOD D:

Suddenly say got ghost or wad o.o

Sleep.

- - - - - - - -

{ 3 OTHER days. }

We gave our breakfast coupon to the lady dressed in black ( no worries , not secret agent. )

EVERYDAY 8D.

everyday we ate some delish stuff. like corn soup or hashbrowns and orange juice....

* goes on blabbing for an hour about foods *

We sat on a bus everyday touring sites. I JUST LOVE THAT DANNY TOUR GUIDE.

such a hyper man.

for the first two days i sat with miss lee , the other two - jiahui ( for some reason she laughs at just abt any random thing anyone says XD maybe its just me lol. )

The tour sites go on to water village , boy was hima scared of em o.o

'' I learned that people shit and unrinate through HOLES '' 8'D.

We went to the village by boat , i just love that boat~

ANDDD we visited a boatman's house , it was so fking big o.o considering the fact that it was built on water . just amazing :D.

We went to farms ~ and we were to plant rice seedlings .

OH BUT WE THE UNLUCKY BUNCH couldn't plant those seeds in the mud !

AND THOSE LUCKY KIDS GOT TO PLANT EM!!!!

and the next thing we knew was that rain was pouring down from the sky. lols.

ruth,jiahui and i and some other ppl got to the bus first and didn't get very wet. we watched at the people panting in the rain soaking wet INCLUDING hima. haiz , those lucky people.

We went to a school , the kids were sweet XD. And I'm jealous of their field and play area!

We made kites and sand songs , and learned some food names ~ AWESOME ! :D

we went shopping abt mostly everyday at night time ~

We got pretty good deals at a second-hand shop !

we saw stray dogs on the streets! the poor things ):

Every Night we might a ruckus , yeah , HUGE ruckus :P.

Going into each others rooms and playing in the dark.

I feel kind of weird thinking that we might all be going to different sec schools soon.

Anyway , i guess it was pretty fun :D.

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GO SHINee ~

GO KIBUM ~

GO ALL ~

GO BRUNEI ~

GO BENDEMEER PRIMARY SCHOOL!

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2010-10-23T11:22:00.002+08:00

happy early ( or whatever I'm supposed to put ) birthday to baby yoogeun! on the
25th of Oct :DDD yayyy!

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Hello.

My Name Is Kai Lin & I Am Pleased To Meet You're Fellow Eyes.

- - - - - - - - - ♥

So anyway, its only 3 days aways from the brunei trip XD.

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Of course , i will be bringing shinee along with me :D

LOL.

aiya.

Dunno what to do suddenly o.O.

I'm wondering what to bring in my own bag.

of course , I will need a pencil case.

and a notebook of course.

maybe some markers and a weeeeee file.

and then 2 books for my personal reading.

anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

My SHINee collection. which is freakin' small. thats why I'm bringing it in.

2010-10-13T22:29:00.002+08:00

Goooddddddd Night Peeps :D

No seriously , its 10:29 pm right now o_O.

SO ANYWAY

We finally resumed band pratice again ^-^

YAY! ._.

It was rather wild today, cause I finally got to play Melissa again :DD

Oh, and a rather - wild pair of friends O-o.

So, today Ruth kept _|_ sign-ing me D:

- - - - - - -

{ The misunderstanding }

OUI! I DID NOT ASK RUTH TO _|_ ME 'IGHT!

SHE SAID IT FIRST. SHE ASKED ME WHAT SHE SAID,SO I

RETOLD HER THE QUESTION AND "BAM!" SHE JUST WAVED HER ARMS

IN THE ARM AND ACCUSED ME OF ASKING HER TO _|_ ME.

- - - - - - -

so just dip that nonsens-e into that cream pie ya'll holdin'

'ight?!

LOL.

AH _|_.

gotta go sleep cause' daddy-o told mehh turh sleep.

Night' ya'll 8D.

- Mental hospital patient 180238. [ kailin ]

- SHINee ROCKS with a cradle on top.

2010-10-10T12:33:00.005+08:00

Welcome to :

lalalalalalalala

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Today is the day before the last exam.

SCIENCEEEEEEEE ~

so basically I have to study while my dad and sis is out.

AFTERRRRRR , blogging a post.

even though I worry about my marks right now , it'll obviously won't change my marks - so i'm inventing new ways to rid my mind off worrying.

- - - - -

1) stare at the wall.

2) do some voo-doo activities

3) watch spiderman

4) run around the house for half an hour

5) read.

6) study for science paper

7) study .

8) STUDY!!!

9) eat pocky

10) shower

11) open fridge

11 ) OH LOOK ITS A BIRD, NO UNDERWEAR, ITS-ITS- ITS A FRIDGE DOOR! * screams *

12 ) use an ice pack to cool the red bump on my forehead

13 ) do a _|_ sign at science paper

14 ) SWEAR.

15 ) pray

16 ) On computer

17 ) Blog.

18 ) spazz over key's CL imitation

19 ) Blog.

20 ) List things done for the past few hours.

21 ) Stop.

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Yup , thats basically it.

Poor Yoogeun , so lonely without his SHINee appas.

* munches on pocky stick *

so anyway , please do good in your exams this monday , and let us throw our uniforms

into the air when that time comes.

- SPAZZES OVER SHINEE -

2010-10-03T10:47:00.009+08:00

{ I n t r o d u c t i o n ♥ }

Hello fellow shawols and non-shawols! :D

FIRSTLY.

h a p p y - b e l a t e d - b - day - k e y - k i - b u m ! { ♥ }

- - - - - -

LOLS.

anyways , SHINee made their comeback with lucifer. Now , its ' Hello ' :D!

YAYYYYYYYYY!

anyway , i shouldn't get toooooo hooked.

Recently , they met yoogeun again on idol sports day XD (!) Its great their still in contact.

I greatly recommend watching hello baby season 2 even though most of you might have already

seen it - lets spread the word XD.

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{ 1 d a y t r i p t o J B y e s t e r d a y ;D }

lol, PSLE coming still go to JB.

Dad's company was going on some agency outing , and families could come along.

So since grandpa would be out yesterday, he said it would be best that I came too.

We went to newton and sat in a tour bus where dad's 'office' friends were.

I happened to meet Tiffany there. She played with Nerrisa during the trip.

Zac was trying to woo someone his age while I was playing with his little sister, Zoe.

I call her hamster since her cheeks are like the hamster's cheek-pouches. XD

So after going through the checkpoint and all the boring stuff , we were driven to an

OSTRICH FARM.

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{ O s t r i c h F a r m }

lol , it was totally unexpected.

So we were led by the tour guide to the inside of the farm.

Not only were ostriches there though.

there was 3 baboons kept in a cage that kept screaming.

there was a 'rainbow' bird. it had a helmet on o.O

there were some chickens around. pecking at the ground.

and i'm not sure if it is. But I think I saw a turkey. o-o

Some emus and ostriches were roaming freely around( obviously they were the more tamed ones.)

while the really wild ones were kept in cages.

One of the rearers there showed us how an ostrich egg looked like, it was f--king huge!

he had to use a drill to show us the egg yolk - which was darn huge as well.

he said the shell was 2cm thick and it contained alot of calcium, which was edible. o.O

my dad tried it , he said it tasted good and chicken-y. LOL.

after that we were given a half-hour interval to feed the ostriches.

I bought a bowl-ful of dried corn and fed some to the ostriches.

There were some who were so scared the ostriches would rip their heads off who ran back to the bus lol. My sister and I were frequently followed by the ostriches because they wanted more corn.

there was such a moment when 5 ostriches surrounded us and 'pecked' like mad from the bowl .

I was so damn frightened o_O , My hand was in the bowl , so it hurt alot! luckily their beaks were blunt at the tip , or I would have a hand bleeding XD. my sister was below the bowl lol , so she must have been pretty freaked out to have run to dad crying. Then I remembered the baboons. I stared at them , while they were throwing these colourful balls at me and lol-ed alot cause however much they tried , the balls never reached further then the cage XD. They were pretty aggressive.

Then we went to this souvenir shop where they had all these brown egg shelled lamps, My father even considered buying one. o_o I bought this bookmark that was shaped like an ostrich feather.

After all this we went back to the bus to go to the next destination. WHICH WAS THE FRUIT FARM!

- - - - - - -

{ F r u i t F a r m }

Another expectoration , although I was more prepared now. We were a little at the wrong season of the fruit growing so we were unable to see many fruits.

We got to see alot of pretty flowers and trees though .

Luckily , we were able to see some bananas and dragon fruits which were slightly ripe.

I learned dragon fruit are part of the cactus family , lol.

There was a little garden which had two little bridges. A lot of koi fish were swimming around.

What was devastating was seeing two DEAD koi fish in a little pond far off from the garden.

There were 3 elephant statues in the garden , a mum , a dad and a little elephant.

The little elephants tail broke o.O.

Anyway it was really refreshing out on the farm and we drank fruit juice fresh from the blender.

There was a little shop there to so I bought a lucky charm key chain from there.

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Now its pretty tiring continuing with the details so i'll make it short.

We went to a restaurant for lunch - eating fried rice , lobster , and alot of other dishes , then we hopped on the bus and drove to a huge shopping mall called Jusco. Given a 2 hour interval , we were able to shop there cheaply. Well not THAT cheaply - affordable. I bought a box with three mini albums for pictures inside. I thought it may come in handy someday.

Then we drove to another restaurant for dinner - where we sat in a large open area near the sea. It was so darn pretty :D.

We ate seafood again lol. I was pretty sick and tired of fish by that time.

The adults talked about ADULT stuff while the kids ran around the area playing tag.

I just sat in my sit , stuffed.

Then we went back home by the bus.

We were dropped at Newton where the taxis wouldn't pick up any passengers because they will wait until 12 o' clock where they will charge you extra money. So the adults were pretty pissed off.

One of dad's friends gave us a lift back home , we were extremely grateful :).

Thats how it ended.

- - - - - -

{ B Y E }

LOLS. sucha long post :D

so anyway - good luck for PSLE everyone ~

b y e b y e :D

2010-09-09T13:27:00.004+08:00

♥ ; //

sighs. 2 boxes of pocky left to munch on.

so inactive nowadays imma right? well its not like I did this on purpose.

I go on youtube too OFTEN nowadays.

MANIAC CHICKEN ONEW - The Chicken CF was FUCKING awesome XD

they flew 8D.

Anyway - I changed my skin yet agn.

so addicted to Jojo(!) ♥

I really have nothing to say. Today is very plain.

the last three days there was extra supplementry classes.

CAUSE : PSLE.

SO.

I have no intention of eating PORK RIBS.

getting out of topic majorly here. let us celebrate to my sucession of random sentences.

POCKY.

*munch*

okays - i'll get seizures if i continue.

SO BYE.

- { k a i l i n ♥ }

AK ♥

2010-07-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

haiz.

one moment the computer is gone and today it appears again.

I can't say exactly when the computer is around or not nowadays.

Anyways.

I'm reporting on the week of my birthday.

The first day wasn't as bad , although I've pissed Mr Yee off , alls well.

And the very and only person who gave me a present today was Mrs Soo.

Of course , i'm already glad some people knew my birthday.

I've kept my mouth shut about it all day.

well lets get on with what Mrs Soo's gift was, a book , chocolate and a bookmark.

'' Dork's Diary '' yup , its dorky alright.

Dad hasn't come home though , im going to go finish up the last of my homework after blogging and checking a few pages of mangas , I've enough of shitass shouting already.

Aunt Vicky called in a few minutes ago , and she'd say she would bring me out around 5 with my cousins to some garden museum , I dunno. I've seen the commercials on TV. But seeing my cousins again is quite something . I hope it'll go well.

welps , can't blog to much or i'll get lasers in my eyes. 8D.

{ k a i l i n }

2010-07-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

oh god its been centuries since I've written, so lets get this writing maniac starting.
obviously my computers been broken for awhile, and even if it was fixed and alive in my hands I wouldn't be writting that frequently. Anyways lets start with what happened 2 week ago.
{ t w o - w e e k - a g o }
That week was pretty hetic, the band members had days where they had to skip some classes, some days never even attended the classes at all. We were all happy and kicking, we didn't need to work very hard to get our songs at least being played, so we were all easy-going, although we starved at certain times because we skipped our usual recess times, our lunch was a plastic bag , filled with cake colls, milo packets, biscuits and oreos. It doesn't sound as tempting as in the text though, some members didn't even want to eat the food. I did mostly gulp most of the stuff down, but i just cant stand the oreos. Gives you unsightly blackish teeth for one thing. When we finally came back from rehearsal it would be almost 7pm , the dinner we had was rice and different types of meats , fish, nuggets,chicken sometimes i dont even know at all. When it came to the very day that is, it was sucessful , i especially loved the performances. The marching bands were very good at moving around . lols. But what the audience ooh-ed and aah-ed at the most was the person with the 'baton' you know the spining stick? I dunno , but when the baton was throwed seriously high , they would scream , it was obviously impressive , however there was a baton that dropped once or twice or thrice, and then they all boo-ed. I think. 8D.
That was the indoor stadium a week before esplanade.
now we move on to the esplanade.
Yes, the band performed at the esplanade , quite an experience , we rehearsed for only a day , the next day it was the actual day already. Before us was a japanese band. They played like pros , obviously , or why would they have flown from japan for? chilli crabs?
They're uniforms were so cute. They were all fantastic talents , wish I could fly to japan right now. Before it was our turn however , I was rpetty restless , I could guess a few people were thinking I was overreacting, I was shaking like a lead on stage. I squeaked several times. A few did heard only one sqeak. tehy said after the show. Where I cried tears of relief. Same like how I teared up at the SYF.
That day we were all tired I guess, personally I thought it was a pretty nice experience until the next week of course.
{ t h i s - w e e k }
I can't say i enjoyed at all.
nothing was what i planned, normal week. Oh god who would have thought I would be crying my way home.
Its my fault personally , not like I blame anyone. But I was just kinda crying over spilt milk .
I just hope i'll be able to have a better week next week. which is the week of my birthday.
If it goes UNwell , lets just say , it'll be a bumber?
this accouts to the past birthdays I did had.
there was this one scene probbing in my head
I feel abit irritated when i think about it , no worries all.
Its a scene involving the teachers.
can't say they're horrible, the female teacher just got involved and started stating why my hair was tied so messly , and then she started talking about tidiness , can't she see I have short socks? but suddenly screaming at me about my untidy hair , wow thats a first. The happy future-married to be couple began scolding at me at the same time. = = ''
at the moment I started tearing up , however then they were alreadyy stopping , and the teacher got lost, the male one went off to into the staff room and ya-di-ya-di-ya-da.
Thats when I burst , and there I went home, feeling kinda lousy.
Well , thats life. I'm now in my aunt's place. Glad she let me used to computer.
Now, I'm feeling like doing a hypnothesis on what will happen next week.
{ n e x t - w e e k }
Predictions, Predictions, Predictions - Not the real stuff.
Well , this week , the first day is my birthday 19 July 2010.
its a monday so it wont be exciting sadly , I know it.
I predict I wont get a present at all.
But if I do , all hail to the kind and generous sheeps.
I have a feeling it'll be just like last week.
cold eyes and harsh words I believe, not much involvement with the friendly troupe.
I guess I might not be very familliar with the canteen, AND i'll feel kind of awkard walking around.
that's what im guessing though.
around wednesday we're having racial harmony coming by soon, so I guess they'll be annoucing the poster winners, not mine thats for sure.
I've began to feel small mood-swings, thats what my dad told me , small little stuff like doors cracking I begin to snap and start whining and spouting ridiculous sentences.
I hope it'll fade off the earth soon.
Anyways, going on, i think i'll be having pressure with my schoolwork , i'll be super tired and be yawning the night off.
I'll be stuffing myself silly with junk food ( quite the normal routine ) and im sure alot more teachers are going to snap at me.
whatever I've planned , I'm prepared for a horrible birthday week.
{ s u m m a r y // b y e : D )
whatever it is , I better be more energetic and stop the frowning routine. I've started to get comments of me being like an ant round here. I've began to neglect homework off laziness and talked less with the mates round me. And the teacher are at they're wits end right now.
I wont be able to blog much for now. When I'm able to get back at writing blog postes. I hope the world will seem better by then.
- ciao , kailin. ♥

2010-06-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

since dad's taking some cake ( ya'll know what i mean :3 )

imma here to TYPE ya'll some crap.

:D.

hmm , lemme see , i won't be able to be on much o_o

C A U S E , sis here somehow broke the mouse pad

a n d . . . .

the computer can't be used so . o_o .

a n y w a y ;

on my last week of holiday fun fair ,

the family's been staring at the television for hours .

O n S o c c e r .

l o l z ;

Actually i just count the no. of bald heads appearing on the screen .

can't sleep anyways .

in the end i sleep SOMEWHERE AROUND 4 a m - 8 p m

welps.

thats it.

my life as a primary 6 student.

k a i l i n // ;

roger out.

2010-06-20T23:36:00.002+08:00

awh , im super duper sorry T A T

i'm just a lazy pain in the ass = _ =

Really.

* kneels down and prays *

grumpy feelin'

sighs.

Sister doing the eagle stance on the dining table now.

fried chicken smashed.

dad's out .

and grandpa's in his 'room'

blarabulabagugaparazzispisinpansiluvuraskikcvnweinjsgimmiecookiesasnkdiwnelsgodieerngod

Happy Father's Day all !

I originally had this piece of art commamerating ( idk how to spell ) HFD but my black lappy is out of order right now so .... imusingtheredlappytotypethisshitoutandimreallysorryaboutitT.T.

so uh , i cant upload that STUFF.

stufffffffffffffff.

KSMIQANOKNQOFRNQ

bye.

2010-06-17T17:45:00.005+08:00

Ello peeps :)

GAH.

What did i do just now ; I helped dad clean up the house ( it looks SO much better now )

What am I doing Now ; I'm re-reading some old mangas that i once read online. & chatting with Ruth.

What do I plan to do later ; Play maplestory with Ruth. I guess.

Welps.

I guess i should get going :P.

yeah i know its super short. =.=

sorry o_o''

i've got lazy-molopize ( a very random disease that make you lazy to do certain activities. Was discovered a second ago by Dr. Kai Lin which resided and was found in a body of a twelve year old girl whose name is kho kai lin. ) ah , brings back memories . O_o

ANYWAYS .

IM DEAD NOW. SO BYES. :D.

2010-06-16T16:12:00.003+08:00

Hi Hi peeps :).

since yesterday's newest post

i've already said i did write like hell from on wards.

And . . . i would . . . post random pictures . . ?

l o l z ;

I've been indulging myself in new manga that've been just added in the site.

sighs , the mangist aren't thinking straight nowadays.

you see , its really mostly about love now. NO ACTION?! HUH?!

G I M M I E - S O M E - A C T I O N - M A N .

l o l z ;

like , there's not much yaoi relationships anymore. OwO||.

ke ke ke ♥ ;

I've become a fanatic *.*

DANGEROUSLY DANGEROUS. O_O

I feel so disappointed when the manga doesn't progress AT ALL after 3 volumes.

THATS - d r a s t i c .

for example. girl ignores this guy. they both OBVIOUSLY love each other.

no progression : no skinship - no touching ( melt your heart ) scenes of them together.

no kidnapping , no confessions , no third parties no accidents no obstacles no kissing no intrusions ?! HMM ?! NOT EVEN A PROPER DATE ? D:

I am COMPLETELY a blasted can of coke right now :@

eh , whatever.

I'm going to go rake up some leaves in the anime sites i just discovered yesterday.

BYES ;

2010-06-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

OMFGGGGGGGG!

BLOGGIEEEEEEEEEE >:O

I MISSED U MAN!

its been like CENTURIES since i've last written on this 1 and a half year old blog T^T

okays , make it up to ya , i'll write like SHYT now. :D.

okays so like , its already the June holidays , i spent hell in my dad's room playing.

( i know i know. PSLE. You know , its like only Ruth is pushing me , now she can't move me anymore F3. im a goner * screams *)

WHATS HAPPENING THIS MONTH , IM TELLING YOU MAN , ITS GENIUS SCHEDULE. O_O

-world cup

-preparing for indoor stadium and esplanade opening ceremony performance

-lots of visits to maha bodhi ( met the OTHER Ruth Tan there - CAC , woots 8D. )

-LOTSA GAMING (studying?...gimmie some m&ms first)

SEE? ITS GENIUS. ITS LIKE FUGGIN NTH YA KNOW :D.

im going mad.

anyways ,

i've realised i've never even gone on to facebook anymore.

my pet society . IT DIED.

;^;

I've gone on to youtube more often , SOOOO many videos in my subscription box , i just couldnt bear to not CLICK any of em . T.T

*click*

- its okay to be gay -

lalalalalala.

yeah , i seriously tot it was chocolate pudding dance

the title was ' chocolate pudding dance '

so i clicked

then.

it was .

( see the click thing agn )

yeah . scared hella out of me.

well i guess i might post up some useless pictures now and then.

I've also trained alot in maple. not my main , another one.

AWWH. if only i had some audition . ;^;

i would have DIED in the room XD.

i bought a few keychains to add in my keychain collection F3.

seriously , i have a bagful now. :3.

hmm.

theres a sudden thought to me.

shld i change my skin o.O?

- goes to blogskins and scans the pages -

im back , i have a skin , its screwed in IE though . beware F3.

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i SOOOOO wanted to watch ' The Karate Kid '

THE LONG LOST JACKIE CHAN WAS IN THERE PEOPLE. =.=

it looked rlly interesting.

imma going to change my skin nowssssssssss.

>:D

2010-05-15T19:12:00.006+08:00

Domomon. This is a short paragraph of a kailin-made story.

{ E N J O Y ♥ }

A girl with long silky chestnut hair and sparkling emerald green eyes sat in a field of dandelions..

Her hair fluttered in the wind .. and her long blue laced trimmed dress glistened as her necklace winked on the occasional times the sun came her way.

she tied a long blue ribbon to her hair. such that her hair was let down but some of it were tied with that particular ribbon.

The ornament attached to her necklace was a locket. Shaped in a clover , the silver lining of the locket captured her . It was a gift from a mother . The only gift she had ever received from her.

She felt emotions stirring in her . Clenched the locket in her soft hands. Was about to cry...

'' Lily! Dariel is here! '' Leon said .

Lily shot up . She spun round to see if it was true. There , Dariel was standing there , smiling at her . His dark hair was ruffled , his cyan - blue eyes sparked. Lily felt the emotions that were heavy in her heart before had now gone away . Her heart was filled with relief and happiness.

'' Dariel ! '' she ran to him and hugged him tightly. His warmth secured her and she wished this could continue forever. '' Lily , you waited .. '' Dariel said , smiling at her. His hands ran through her hair '' Here , to my Lily .. '' In his hands , a small pure jewel in a lily's form kept in a little bottle was placed on her palm. Lily gazed at the beautiful jewel . Unable to speak she ..

O-o.

wtf. that was horrible.

I just made that story on the spot.

i dont know what im writing , im just basing it on a manga i read not long before. o_o.

Choice of words weren't that good. :(

anyway , it'll get boring sooner or later F3.

Changed the skin . domomon <- is my created word.

dont screw with it.

its a way of saying hi.

Today was fun

Maple was a huge topic today :).

sadly, abit of commotion was held up.

BUBBLETEA,MARIO,MILK,MUSIC,MAPLE,RUTH,NATHLIE,NERRISA,DAD,

GRANDAD,HOME,INTERNALBLEEDING,MSN,COMPUTERS,OUTINGS,

TWISTIES,MONEY,CUTEACTION,TAMAGOS,CHROME&LAMBO

,HITMANREBORN,LAN,SHORTSKIRTS,FUCK,

SUNNY'SBIRTHDAY,DOMOMON,A STORY & A BLOGPOST

was included on the day of 15 May 2010

ty for rding. i wish u happiness.

Domobo. <- means bye. a new creation .

2010-05-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

mother of god.

its another never-ending war.

walan. its raining really heavily

nowadays. I like to sleep now :).

i hate it when someone suddenly calls me when im having my nap.

everyone does. don't you? o_o.

so , i rather play self games than play maple or chat or something like that.

but when sian that time then i'll go look for excitment or find someone to chat with something like dat.

( randomness , all bull. )

okok.

So i've been going home RIGHT after school ends .

I just dont want outings anymore.

but too bad.

next week is experi - something. o.O.

week.

like , going out or something? o_o

something other than studies , learn and play.

well ty.

but i wont 'PLAY' outdoor games no more , that much.

im a lazybum now. :D

* teachers smacks my head *

lols.

well no , im not that lazy luhs.

but i cried when i realised an hour later i failed my chi paper.

o_o.

idk,

first i looked at it , no emotion.

then when i left the classroom and sat down.

i suddenly burst out o.O

well that was unexpected.

anyways i was laughing while i was crying o.o

hmm.

an experitual THINGY.

2 chers wanna talk to me .

not scold they said.

they only want to TALK.

yeah right.

i've disappointed both.

and when i see they're disappointed faces i feel let down.

no motivation to do things anymore.

o_ov.

i like it when kuan lao shi didn't give me a sad face , she scolded me instead :D.

but if i piss mr yee off he'll send me off to be whacked.

I officially realised my hatred for him.

* streamers fly everywhere , cakes pulls in from no where. *

yeah , ty.

i've always said he was ok.

but i never thought he would suddenly ignore me just because of disappointment.

BULLshyt.

when i went home today i bought curry noodles and chocolate pocky on the way back.

i was alone at home because sis and grandad were out.

so was dad.

after bathing and blah blah blahz.

i read an article from a newspaper i saw on the table about a kitten being thrown from the 8th floor by a boy.

well wth.

its a poor kitten . cute.

and u fking just threw it.

FROM THE 8TH FLOOR.

it died man.

it just brought down my mood more.

then i went to watch tv for an hour and then slept for 2 hours. i woke up at 6pm +

then i watched Katekyo hitman reborn's concert on youtube.

CHROME'S VA IS SUPERRR CUTE.

eh , then i stopped at a part cause my dad came home.

he brought fried chicken home. lols.

and thats it.

eh , i wrote this at 11:31pm . fast typer :D.

well byes.

( this aint to long rite. )

2010-05-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

wow.

My prediction for maths was SOOOO right.

shld predict i get more gold next month. like that did happen.

welps , I GOT A FUGGIN 71.5 FOR MY ENGLISH.

wth.

and i thought i checked it thoroughly D:.

today watched KHR !

BUT.

I SAW THE CAST.

THE VOICE ACTORS.

WOOOOOOOOOO!

haru and kyoko look like their VA.

alot.

gokudera , mukuro and hibari have

SMEXAY

voices.

just can't stop lovin' KHR :3

i knew i was right in putting it in my no.1 list

of animes. :D.

hmm.

NEEKA-CHAN LOOKS SO FUGGIN CUTE.

to think she plays reborn.

:).

okays , byes.

2010-05-09T16:49:00.002+08:00

i love this song . my favourite video of the day :)

screw the people who even have a teensy hate for this . i mean look . the animation is cute , and the tune is catchy :).

look on the bright side ^^

hahas.

wells , gtg . byes :)

2010-05-08T13:10:00.002+08:00

ello ello.

have u tried cinnamon buns? nice :D.

sighs.

all day its always staying at home.

but i like that.

dont like go out liao o.O.

play computer :)

virtual life is much better then facing real life.

but u never get the feelings u get in real life .

-CUT-

lets get on with bubbletea :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

AHAHAHA. ( dont even know why i say bubbletea oso. )

maple has become complicated o.o

WHY DO I PLAY IT U SAY?!

if u played it for a day u would have been hit with nicotine liao.

correct spelling rite? o.o

- random topic . cut. -

donuts donuts , have u seen the clouds? donuts , donuts , have u seen the moon?

donuts donuts , ke - na ate.

chocolate , vanilla , strawberry , jelly - DO - NUT.

donuts donuts , are u happy?

- lol , wtf am i writing . -

its come to a lvl where i can't stop writing crap on rainbows.

its become containgious. unbreakable. SIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO -

- cut. cut. cut. -

this has become a unique way of writing . writeing crap and trying to cut it away the next.

well anyways , exams are coming. i can't believe i even tried to ask mr yee for extra practice papers that he didn't need anymore.

well , its worth the cause , now every 2-4pm i try to do 6 math problems :D.

and guess wad . every 20 minutes i go play computer and go to the fridge and stuff my mouth with sweets.

but well , i do up to 3 math problems instead =.=

in 120 minutes divide 3 is ..

40 minutes for a problem :D?

wow im gonna fail am i.

the lvl i can read for chi is pri 4 kiddy books D:...

sometimes i cant even read pri 1-2 books.

im a goner.

english just past the other friday.

I STARED FURIOUSLY AT THE QUESTIONS

and i did them properly. and slept the whole other 35 minutes.

the last 5 minutes , i checked , and found 4 mistakes.

other than that , i was satisfied with the answers. lets see eh.

ok i gtg now :) bb.

2010-04-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

shyt.

im messed up -_-

gah , I nidda rewind with a remote control.

=.=.

rainbows.

friggin high.

they are left so high in the sky

lol.

...

2010-04-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

so what if i did fake it.

tell everyone then.

THAT IM A BITCH.

a jackass.

When we first fought.

i thought , what is up with u?

then later i thought back and said , yeah i was so stupid - i was in the wrong too , shouldn't have made her sad.

then later the fights kept coming . i got so sick of it cause i kept making the same mistake all over again.

YOU LONG KNEW I WAS LIKE THIS.

THAT I ALWAYS MADE HORRIBLE AND TERRIBLE MISTAKES.

why did u befriend me then.

i can NEVER make u smile.

this time , i admit i was wrong.

u were right.

but i was so pissed by last night i just did it again.

NOW U ALL HATE ME.

fine.

you hate my attidude , this is me

all of my friends , u , EVERYONE.

u don't care if im even alive or not now do u.

I DONT KNOW WAD U'VE BEEN THROUGH.

then if u have so many caring friends , why do u never tell them the truth of ur past.

why stay quiet.

i was a coward then.

I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO TALK BACK SHIT.

u cry i cry.

but your stronger now.

and cause im a slut.

nobody deserves to be with me.

but can you don't be so jack-assed , when we pass each other , you look away as if ur disgusted.

just forget about the past and think im no one. and look ahead NORMALLY.

STOP CLINGING TO THE PAST .

bee , hima and all - all the fights u've ever had have to be thrown away in the garbage now.

u say u want to make people smile - but ur not even happy.

how are they gonna be happy.

forget about the bitches and sluts. the bastards and jackasses. all who u hate.

including me.

MOVE ON.

but if u still hold a grudge against me - ur still clinging to it.

and i wont like that.

but u want to do that.

not one of ur friends will want that.

remember the pain u've ever recieved from me and whoever.

they will protect u from anyone else.

u said u aren't strong.

But u've overcomed so many obstacles - im sure.

ur strong.

god - look at u - ur smart and u've got a future. your gonna ruin it cus ur holding back.

like - when we were still ' friends ' u kept telling me u can't stop remembering the past.

I mean look.

We fought over music stands and even hairclips , my god its hilarious -.-.

whats so good about remembering that.

cus ur postes are all filled with beautiful language and 'fuck'? o.o

i've been thinking over - and it always seems like u started to arguments.

but that its actually always me who did something wrong.

wad u write on ur blog i have no right to critisize

I DONT EVEN HAVE THE COURAGE TO WRITE LIKE YOU.

thats why you're strong

u speak up.

you don't hold it in.

i cant do it.

cus im scared we'll break havoc again.

and then it goes cold war again - and so many others will be involved .

like. what the fuck?

but then i think it more.

and it seems like ur my mum and ur teaching me not to do this and that.

not to be fake.

not to lie.

im grateful for that. - yet , it seems like im always unsensibly making it worse EVERY single time.

I cant learn - im stubborn.

maybe i never had a chance to make friends when i was younger because of my attidude.

until u 3 came along.

inside a cheerful friendly girl hides a stubborn - insensible fake girl.

i've never thought much of my actions did i , no wonder ur so pissed.

i cant change that now - cus ill interfere in ur life.

i always say the wrong things

you just CAN'T trust the me now - later or maybe forever.

but i dont want others involved -but i've pulled them in one by one.

u cry because of me - why? cus u hold on to the past.

haven't i told u over and over again.

yesterday - the first messages u said were about me - a faker.

then later on we talk about making people smile . it added with a long post . and it ended with gtg, gotta bath.

OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.

it made me think about wad 've been through - how many times u cry.

maybe on sundays non-stop.

but you've had happy times right.

not with me but with your friends.

the past u should be remembering should be the happy times.

not those times where the slut or the bastard has emo-ed u.

You never wanted to be emo-ed.

now u wont be.

because ur right 100%.

Your really strong you know?

your not weak anymore.

or maybe u were never weak - just couldnt find it.

u might think this is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO stupid being written by khokailin.

the no.1 name on ur blacklist.

idk.

- - - - - - - -

p.s nobody told you too cry -- would be my usual statement - I just think u can't hold it in - those tears are just anger and fear - you've been too attached to the past nowadays.

forget all of the crap i told u.

anyway theres no one who will pity me anymore. more like hatred .

im apologizing to everyone who've been involved - but its not going to change anything.

- - - - - - - - -

2010-04-14T18:14:00.002+08:00

oh , i feel so scared of myself bcus of the previous post o.o

well anyways i was just angry , dunnit take to heart :)

uhs , wells , today was the running test :(

and ah , i fell.

and sprained.

my ankle.

yeah so it hurt really badly , by band time it was okay liaos.

then mr yee told me not to walk around too much cus i might fracture it.

really meh? o.o

then suddenly after band it hurt agn.

but not as painful - it just stings abit o.o

I dunno what other topic i shld say nia.

hmmms.

OH SHYT.

wouldn't it mean i had to retake the running test?

omg!

everyone else passed already.

aiya.

=.=

too sad.

wellos.

I really dunno wad to talk liao uh.

byesss

- - - - - - -

RAINBOW || KAILIN

- - - - - - -

2010-04-11T18:20:00.002+08:00

U DON'T CARE! EVEN THOUGH WE SHARE THE SAME BLOOD BUT I HATE YOU! U MAKE EVERYONE PAMPER YOU! YOU LIE TO EVERYONE THAT I PUSHED U OR HIT YOU EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T ! U CUT ME WITH THOSE SCISSORS AND NEVER SAID SORRY. EVEN THOUGH I CRIED U NEVER EVEN CARED AND TOLD ME TO SHUT UP - YOUR A ROBOT WITH NO FEELINGS !

fuck , i hate ur shyt u know that?

we live in the same house , but you try to trick people with

ur innocent fucking face.

WHEN I CRIED THAT TIME , U DIDN'T EVEN CRY AT ALL . U JUST GAVE ME A STUPID FUCKED UP LOOK THAT SAID '' stop crying ur so noisy! '' Then when my dad came u acted all innocent and started crying and said i hit u real hard in the face. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CUT ME.

I thought you weren't so sly.

How could a baby like u be so fucked up?

secondly i couldn't believe my dad but he believed that shyt.

i even showed him the cut and he said i was lying and shouldn't be so arrogant.

Whats arrogant about that huh?

did he even care to think it was bleeding?

GOD .

YOU MUST BE BLIND.

u even comforted my sister in the other room.

MY GOD.

WHO AM I TOO YOU ?

IM SO HAPPY I CAN LET THIS ALL OUT IN A BLOG.

I'VE GOT WONDERFUL FRIENDS.

AND I'VE BEEN HAVING SUCH A WONDERFUL TIME UNTIL THIS DAY.

SHIT.

I've been trying to hold back all those fking complaints.

u hit me , i hit u back.

then u tell my grandpa i hit u first.

AND THE DAMN OLD MAN BELIEVES IT.

I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING THAT WILL MAKE ME RESPECT MY FAMILY ANYMORE.

AND TOO THINK U WERE MY MOM'S LAST PRESENT BEFORE SHE LEFT THIS SHYT OF A WORLD.

i talk back i say it wasn't me and i was lying.

U ALL GOD DAMN THINK IM THE ONE LYING ,THROWING A TANTRUM , and the one WHO HIT HER FIRST.

friends , as u all know , are why are so important , cus they know the real you - and support u all the way from start to finish .

EVEN MY MOM WOULDN'T BE SO IGNORANT.

WOULD SHE?

I DON'T KNOW.

and you still want to act that very little innocent infront of my friends who visit. OHMYGOD.

you wanna be an actor huh.

Im laughing at why im scolding my own little

SISTER.

but u just piss me off .

I WISHED I WOULD BE THE ONLY CHILD AND HAVE MY MOM BACK.

_|_.

- - - - - - - - -

HELLOS.

YESTERDAY WAS SO FUN.

*presses caps lock*

i mean the at the day :)

WITH MY F R I E N D S :D

yays!

With Ruth , Nat , Hima , BeeHong and Rubin.

oh god it was fun ;D

we took neoprints and ate bentos. ( love that chicken :D )

we went to bugis btw.

I JUST LOVED IT :D

but i can't express it properly rite now , maybe another day.

L O V E Z ,

kailin.

2010-04-09T16:28:00.002+08:00

OMFGGG :D

2010 !

THE BAND GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS :DDDDDD

wooooooooooosz!!!!! xD

weeees :D

NOW MR QUEK IS THE BEST CONDUCTOR :DD

TWO BANDS WITH GOLD WITH HONOUR XD

there was this time he said , '' i want to show them bendemeer and maha bodhi are the best , that i am the best '' kinda ... i kinda forgot :(

well anyways , we've proved it :)

and its the first gold with honours the school's EVER had :D

IN UR FACE STUPID LOOK DOWNERS.

but also its thanks to this years' batch of pupils !

enough bout that xD

well , lets see , we were one of the only 3 bands who scored gold with honours , BPS , MBP and Pei Xin. woooooos ~ everyone envy mr quek 8D

but wtf lor.

no sat.

but hey o.o

can go out more often now :X

i actually wanted to ask mr quek how he felt about the result at sat , but i rmb-ed dont have practice ler T.T.

it was all over facebook about bps winning gwh , okay maybe not all over , but still , quite a number were talking bout it :D

wells thats all , bb

2010-04-06T10:56:00.001+08:00

Heyos , now in com lab typing. BUHAHAs
I can't type properly in a desktop though -.-
I cna only use laptops :DD.
anywa bb o.o

2010-04-01T21:37:00.004+08:00

heyos :D.

lols today was kinda funn-y o.o.

My first encounter with Joey... the laughing kangaroo . she laughed so hard at my actions in the library she kept falling to the floor - not even hima laughed as hard as her o.O

today the chinese teachers held a singing competition , last time participated now no participate lerh :DD

hmm lets see.

first up was Lhu Hui Ling. She sang one very familliar song , from Rainie Yang!! :D

then next was o.o..... oh yeah , Chris.

then next was yong sian and shermaine together

then came XiuDong. got alot of ppl applauded for him.

Then the teachers , and Mrs Ho shout , XiuDong we will support you all the way! ( I THINK. ) cause i forgot it :P.

I especially liked the lyrics , overall it was nice.

then it was Joyce. Sang that very familliar song , she singed well :)

Then it was Kim Kim and the xin ping and those other boys. sang.

I don't know what crap they were singing. seriously.

then last was Ivan and Oscar. Online song o.O

i was like thinking , why sing about ' i'm always ~ ONLINE ! ~ '

well it was amusing -.-.

Well , I've got no right to critisize others singing , cause i've never even sang that time , so i'll just say it was a good performance lor.

Then after school i was like eating with the others , then Nat came sitting , then i remembered

Bee and Nat got scolded by Kilbert and Mrs.C right after recess for HAIR problems , please la , they only scold them de , got ALOT more girls got worse fringes then them. Never even scold once. I kena scold how many time liao le. Anyways , i asked her how she felt when they scolded. Then she say ' happy ' . I stared at her lor. Happy for what o.O????

Then she say , if scared , will feel easier to cry wad. Then like that very pai-seh . O.O.

Just got amused lols.

Then after remedial lessons I saw hima at the corridor there. Ran up to her then she say she waiting for bee (mainly o.o.) Then she ask me wait with her. I was reluctant. So anyway i put my bag at the library there. She saw me from above. I kept laughing for no utter reason . Im mad. Then i ran back up , then got bored again and ran down then dragged my bag to the 4th floor again from the library. Then i had the green tea bottle i just finished and kicked it to the railing , suddenly saw kim yong and someone else , then he say me guai lan. lols , kick bottle oni.

Then went to 4th floor , waited la. Then for some reason i felt i forgot something from the library there , so ran down there , lol , then just saw miss sin-oh coming out with her class. Then i RAN back up again -.-. Then stared into space for a few hours - then we decide to go library , no want to wait liao. At library i met Joey there. Then she kept poking me . *poke* '' hehe '' said Joey and she ran to hide in the bushes. Something like that o.o. Then Hima saw this GIRL and then she was like on her knees beside her cuz she playing com ma. Then realised Hima know her de. Then i was like looking at hima , why is she begging like that o-o.

So i said the girl was like the princess and hima was like the servant begging like that lor.

She agree without hesistation =.=.

I expected her to throw a fit but she =.=....

agreed -_-.

Then the girl left , then hima play the com. Then i was asking mrs soo for recommendations for books , then suddenly joey poke me agn lor , so i chase her . I drop my book - then joey picked it up and ran around in circles . I walk around only lor. Run also waste energy o.o.

Then she hid it somewhere. I accused her of eating it. Then I told mrs soo of it and she told me to begin a search for it quickly -.-.

So i search lor. I whined and whined lor. Then Joey and Hima down there laughing , Joey just fell to the floor like she had a giggling fit or wad o.o.

Then she said near ocm there. I misheard her and thought she said IN the computer.

I asked her to give me a hammer.

Anyway I found stuck under the very deep part of the cupboard.

Oh faggot i killed her.

She began running around.

Anyways we went home . -END-

2010-03-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

Heyos.

nth exciting to post actually :(

geez.

Woke up at 8am plus. Then played com till 10am.

Then went down to buy pocky.

Then read a book. Its something about binding feet o.O. no its actually really funny though. kinda thick though :O

my dad's laptop spoilt. so he used sis' and mine. lols.

He says he's going to buy a desktop , but i don't know if its true or not.

he's going to try repairing the laptop tomorrow ._.

How troublesome :x

band was not really that bad.

But we practiced the songs with no file. so we have to remember 2-3 pages of musical NOTES.

i managed to remember most of it though. yays

after band bee,hima and yongsian went to lan , i don't know what happened after that.

I can't get the music playlist to fit anywhere sighs -.-

imma go try out some strategies.

tat-s.

2010-03-26T21:18:00.003+08:00

hello again :)

for some reason orh , i feel like going gilbert's class o.O

hmm.

but i don't think she'll like me o.o.

anyways , today hima no come school.

She got some eye appointment.

I thought she would nid take out one eyeball or wad.

Then today i forgot alot of stuff arh.

Mr Yee scold abit , budden he let me off 8D

Then sup that time Mr Yee cannot come for some reason , so miss karin lee take over both periods.

Then she made us do compo. Those who finished early can go off early , but can only go library or toilet.

Then managed to finish early ( bowen like over there keep seeing me scribble away , if T-cher come by he will like suddenly '' we should add another phrase here.. '' then he takes away the paper o.o. He says he's editing. -.-.)

Then i went to library lor , borrow book then went back , then after awhile of checking then go home lerh :D

Then after school , Ruth come by my house . Then she was like panting o.o.

ah , then i gave her the HL choco milk she buy last week. lols

then after that went to hima place to give her - her darn homework.

Then play abit of card game then i faster went home.

wee ~

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

OH AND BE WARNED , the picture beside the tagboard is like CreePy o.o

okays - doneeeee -

2010-03-26T09:13:00.003+08:00

Ellos :D , currently in school blogging :D
lols.
We have to do some werid NE quiz lols , i did finish lerhs , so can play com lor 8D
LoL yesterday remedial classes cancelled , so hima yongsian and I go mac . then we see at the pillar outside mcdonalds this sentence '' I am james ng and i love Ng Kim Kim '' lols. Then hijma took pic of it. Then when we come out , I go see the pillar again , and now the words kena canceled away with the SAME purple marker pen. Werid lor! anyways gtg , bb :)

2010-03-16T15:06:00.005+08:00

lols.

On the way back to school i dropped my cap on the roof. -.- , now the instrument cap still at

amk sec the roof there >.>

Ohyeah , forgot about nerrisa's b-day on 14 march D:

we're celebrating her belated birthday today lols.

here's an online present for my annoying yet cute (LOL) sister. =.= :

EWW..The edges are FUGLY D:

2010-03-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

lols , yeah , used mini photoshopie again =.=.

Been long since i last posted.

I really have improved in com art o.O

anyway , we already had our marks out a LONG time ago.

not years ago though.

That reminds me , I've never heard about the google doodle thingy anymore. Wonder if i've long been unqualified o.o.

Im like so addicted to Pink Panther now.

Cause of the drama hi my sweetheart .

actually its called shanghai sweetheart or something o.O.

Rainie and Show !

im not a huge fan la. This phrase :DDDDDD : Da lung , Dalung ,Dalung-Dalung dalung , dalung , DA - LUNG .

lols.

Then came another drama.

The drama was from a manga la , then the two leads were rainie and mike and one more male lead i think.

So sad , mike can't sing -.- , but show can.

of all the couples around the industry i've only heard of showxrainiexmike.

seriously.

somemore show and rainie got alot of rumours lols

same for mike.

Aiya nvm.

Then today we going to have e-learning , i stayed up until 12am plus so i can faster do half of my work , i only did my quizzes T.T ... sad uh.

I too distracted liao 8D

newest addictions of the month : Dalung x7 , Pink Panther's Best friend. RainieYang+ShowLuo+MikeHe. Dramas.

Corpse of the day : me. :D

Most visited site of the month : Youtube.(Watching Ds)

Mood:Tired,Dont feel like going outside at all. I hate school more then i usually do. Its BAW-RING xD

Easily(?): Cries now o.o , no im serious. Its because im too easily touched of the dramas -.-...

I cry at least a minimum of 2 times for a drama. even the funniest dramas on earth.

Record Broken: cried 7 times in an episode of a drama ; read finished 8 volumes of a comic in about 50 minutes. I read it throughly i swear.

Uh , nid to search for new d ler..i keep finishing most of the episodes in a week =.=''

Lata still nid do practice paper le. Sat still have band. then go ang mo kio sec la , got japanese instructor fly in form tokyo coming la , then still going to catholic high and music exchange with 7 more band ( if im not wrong ) , im sick of being out of home TT.TT.... woo, post so long 8D

2010-03-07T02:53:00.002+08:00

lols , so long never post lerhx.

Exams have finished.

But im super sad.

T.T

I hate exams seriously -.-

i can only drawww :O

See this , seriously , by seeing this , i think i suck at drawing now. seriously.

Anyways , on friday this week we went to bugis for neo-print.

after that went to mcdonalds to eat.

Then go back home :)

Ruth wanted to 'reward' herself by taking pictures.

All she pay de O.o

she out of a sudden say she wan go bugis take neo-print LOLs.

I can't sleep :(

already going to 3am liaos , and i cannot sleep.

>:O

gawd damn , im so worried about my chinese and english.

quite alot failed maths.

for science also haven see yet.

-.-

coz i was sick on the chinese exam day

wait.

Actually i had a headache AND woke up at around 10-11plus -.-

Who the heck would go to school at 10-11am plus huh?!

also no use wad.

The examination over liao.

3am liaos.

Precisely.

No one is online on msn.

i tried to sleep at around 12am plus like that , but i kept tossing and turning. Couldnt get to sleep =.= .SO.... play com lor. Revise also no use , all the books read liao.

I even made myself tea le. Still can't sleep.

Today in the morning i felt my hair felt very messy , so i cut away ABIT of hair. really 'ABIT'.

i have to admit. I feel very energetic now. even though its 3AM.

Im trying to write as much as i can . i dont feel like watching A or D or read M . anything to do with MAD. No . I dont want to. oh yeah i was gonna edit something .

- F i n i s h -

- k a i L i n -

p.s i feel like im being watched :(

2010-02-27T19:21:00.003+08:00

kello :) today went to maha bodhi . Sad , the other one who also played the contra alto same as me , was absent T.T..and then i had alot of trouble carrying my chair -.- , im the only one in the whole band who has to have a chair 2 times bigger cause the instrument too tall T.T.

ruth also had a hard time playing cause her rid spoil.

After coming back to bps and finish keeping everything . I Then walked ruth back home , halfway bump into hima and bee when on the way back home ,then buy bubbletea and choco waffle. got new bubbletea shop near my block

i was goin on youtube then saw this in a vid.

A white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK "
"When I grew up I was BLACK, "
"When I'm sick I'm BLACK, "
"When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, "
"When I'm cold I'm BLACK, "

"When I die I'll be BLACK."
"But you sir."
"When you are born you're PINK".
"When you grow up you're WHITE, "
"When you're sick, you're GREEN, "
"When you go in the sun you turn RED, "
"When you're cold you turn BLUE, "
"And when you die you turn PURPLE.
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away..

wells nth else to write and i gotta do hw o.O so....

( that pic is edited de la , im using photoshop -.- )

wee ~ ♥

2010-02-27T01:14:00.003+08:00

hoiii ~

i just watched a drama ending and i cried like , BIG fat tears == , well it IS touching :D now ive finished the series , i have to go hunting agn. Anyways , tomorrow going to another school for enhancing or wadever o.o , and they also have a contro alto clarinet like me 8D yayyyyy ~

ok ok , so tomorrow i also dunno wad refreshments we're gonna get :O , it seems the darn principal cut our budget until it only became like ........................................................................ i forgot. But it was a VERY little amount arhs == , imagine , more then 60 band members are going , nid pay alot lorh , and the budget is for awhole YEAR only le == '' , somemore we still have about........4 more outings == '' , today was kinda funnny though o.O , ah , and there was this time i had to go out of the class then i waited there for like...3 min , then i thought teacher wanted to scold me or wad -.- , then he ask me go in agn O.o , i dont get it.

Miss Lee Owns Kim Yong

was what someone told me :3 huhuhu.

lols. - fin -

2010-02-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

2010-02-21T15:40:00.002+08:00

i've finally changed my blogskin :DDD

the tsuna pic and all the 'kailin wrote this' or wadever is all i edit lols ~ theres no way someone would make a tsuna skin without orange flames as a background . Yesterday kena locked out of the house cause i forgot to bring my key -.- sighs ~

i waited about 3 hours estimated for my dad to come home. In the end he also dont have key.. ==

so we wait half an hour more then my grandpa come liao my sister cheered o.o'' .

I slept at 6am yesterday :x

i keep going mangafox o.o

The other day i also kept counting my hong baos to make sure no one stole anything -.-

yes.

Im werid

Officially speaking , all of my bffs are now refering to me as a les because of one crapper T.T..
nonono. I SWEAR im not.

exams are nearrrr..no..

im not ready yet :(

2010-02-19T18:09:00.003+08:00

BLEH

im not gonna finish writing my previous post its not like ill die if i dont.

btw.
bad luck just keeps rushing in

- late for school like 7 : 40 plus

- dropped kim yong's correction tape and then it was almost completely destroyed

- tripped right in front of killbird ==

- after school cross the boon keng the road , then mrs killbert caught us

- i can predict monday sure kena scolded agn .

somemore have a whole maths practice paper to complete! booo!

and omg , the weighing scale and heigh scale or wadever measured my damn height wrongly :(

i stand so straight then i saw the height was only 159?! i keep thinking its wrong >.>

" ..... "

i feel kinda , retarded? ==

nonono.

How about , crapped out .

ah gawd nvm ==

wells

2010-02-13T23:48:00.007+08:00

BEWARE

Very Long Post ! seriously!

Happy Chinese new years eve :)

today was scheduled full-time ==

I woke up around ... 11pm .. then hima and bee called me , i overslept on our meeting with each other -.-

After got ready , went to school's gate to meet them up.

Then actually i came to early ( saw the time wrongly == ) and hima's mum came o.o

Hima's actually starting Hindi classes lol.

Since bee and i cannot go in to the school because we're wearing home clothes. we waited outside.

*skips all the rest of the crap *

Got one part kinda funny xD

There was one time , bee attempted to go inside the school from the A gate. =='' i told her not to , she still go - -

She thought the security guard never see , budden after a few minutes i see hima and bee come out laughing like heck cares. Then she say they kena chased out by the security guard LOL.

Being chased out of ur own school is veh. toot le ==

Then after awhile my slipper fell off my foot , then i joked asking hima to help me pick up.

Then Hima go and take then throw the slipper o.o.

Then I threw my other slipper at hima. But missed.

= =

Then bee and hima got slipper throwing competition ==

Aiyo.

After that go hougang.

Then eat pizza hut.

THEN...

buy keychain ,

go home

FATHER FIND OUT I WENT OUT ==

nvr scold.

ask me change

Go.To.Celebrate.Chinese.New.Year ==

Okay now is the real post :D

get ready O.O

At first we went downstairs the resturant , but full house , so we went somewhr else to eat.

We took the car and go to some other place.

The resturant's only thing i liked was xiao long bao o.o

i think.

after that we went to bugis near there to shop.

We found oranges

but my dad parked the car at somewhr cannot park de.

Then we saw the police

my dad waved and shouted o.o

then keep telling the police we only bought oranges .. o.o...

afta that we went to sentosa , really few cars came o.o

Then we went to this CASINO haven open la , i think most of u would have heard , sentosa got build casino.

( casino o.o )

After that we walked to some place , it was around the universal studios place.

{ lols universal globe :P}
Then we walked up an escalater , then we came to this place o.o :

The place had a huge fountain o.o , the pic so blurry , blame the iPhone , U_U

Then around the area got one shop , the whole shop got hersey , hersey bar , hersey kiss , hersey teddy bear , hersey soft toy , hersey sauce , hersey syrup , hersey cream ==''

{LOLS TEDDYS O.O}

Then we bought chocolates 8D

after that , we went to a place o.o the entrance looked like this :

LOLS !

as we got closer , i realised the merlion was pinkish purple.

Its kinda werid for some reason o.o

after that we went up to sky tower .

The tiger beer the place o.o

Then we ate New Zealand ice-cream.

We walked back , but when we walked back to the ... see the 3rd picture uploaded . that place o.o

I think i've recorded it o.o

later continue T.T..

I came back around midnight le == bo sleep will get eyebags :(

- to be continued - (lol)

2010-02-13T01:17:00.003+08:00

harlows
So many things happened today 8D
Today was the celebration for chinese new year
But we have to have SUPPLEMENTRY classes worhx ==''
During recess , hima and bee giving ppl chocolates ==
i thought this type of things only happen in manga but it really happens in reality , somemore Pri 6 lols -.- .
Jason kinda rejected bee's chocos :'(
for hima .. its kinda fair ==''
but why valentines :o
anyways , after supplementry , bee , hima and I went to sit somewhere to slack lols. Then we crapped all the way until 4-5pm plus , then Kim yong they all come.
THe others went home but Kim yong stayed with us , then he used Hima's psp.
then they all take pics of ky o.o''..
Hima said : i want to take photo of him pointing middle finger
O.O
3_3
ok , so after he go , we continued , we actually wanted to plan whr to go tomorrow
for Chinese new year's eve.
I took bugis
Bee took Tampiness
Hima took toa payoh
In the end we chose Bugis =3=
Then beehong wanted to sleep over Hima's house , they keep pressuring me also sleep over
THIS IS WHAT I CALL ' PEER- PRESSURE ' xD
then i went home first , shower liaos , then i realised my dad came back home early. Then after awhile , beehong and hima came to my house , then persuaded my dad let me go sleepover . ==''
then he long-windedly said no o.o. then i serve them water liaos , then they run off -.-...
--
After 7.40 plus pm , my dad brought my sister and i to the carpark there take the car . Then we drive to one shop , dad parked us near a road , then suddenly my sister VOMITED O.O then i called my father lor ==
then we realised she sick nia. Then we faster drive her back home , but we were around orchard there , so we took a long time , and we need stop a few times cause my sister needed to puke ==
After that we went to sheng siong , and then we bought sweets and wadever for new year , then around the tentage there , i saw zi qi , then zi qi wave at me lol o.o she was wearing a yellow t-shirt with her hair - down i think .
This is the new maple music video collab i made , this is part 1 , Hima will be making part 2 , so make sure to find it :D .
I know its not pro == but at least ive tried my best okay!
--
Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines day :)

2010-02-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

heyos :)
This is kailin here o.o
Oh yeah , a contract -.- ;;
--

--
Yup , swear , but maybe it'll only last for feb ==
valentines is coming , im so happy i don't need to fuss about this coz this is isn't like manga =='' , like , they'll readily give chocolate , they don't feel embarrased cause they're like fan girls , which is kinda irritating 3_3
today hima came over to my house
its all thanks to beehong o.o
well anyways ,
she went home pretty late , around 8pm?
My dad came home in the middle of the events , how could he be so early o.O like he was spying >.>
band wasnt that band either
and mr quek let me test out maha budi's (crap , i forgot how to spell the school T.T)
contro bass - the keys were so soft xD
and hima kept talking about the toilet , hope she doesn't get addicted and does werid things =3=
PE today also made me cram 80% of my body , and i wheezed alot.
2 rounds can make me this bad , nxt week we're doing 3, and then 4 and then the nafa test T.T
my lungs are so small 8D
i can't even do proper push-ups :(
even though i jogged quite abit during pri5.
and a new dove vase is being placed in my bedroom :B
Miss Lee and kim yong were fighting about the direction of heaven today o.O lols.
Must do hw liaos , bb.

2010-02-09T19:15:00.003+08:00

hi ... kinda awkard today , i keep feeling a lurch in my stomach :( Like im going to be a fortune teller or something i just feel it TAT...
anyways , going through manga , one of my fav mag x) Beast master :D , its not about fighting la == , the name just gives the opposite affect - so cute de this pic o.o

lols... please please please no more trouble :( ..
so im going to apologis for everything i've done to every single one of u out there x(
no more impurites :< im just in such a bad mood after what happened with my sister awhile ago .. i've been really reckless == wells , tried to shake it off but its kinda stuck U_U
im actually doing hw .. kinda snuck in for a post ==?
byes
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i know your angry , it was still partly my fault
but don't misunderstand of my avoidence , im worried ill worsen it.
I'm not the only sensitive one here thats why i wanna patch up TAT...
but i just can't seem to write something touching without funny faces ==''
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2010-02-04T21:33:00.004+08:00

picture says everthing :)

Will not be blogging as frequently ~

Picture copyrighted to kailin :x

no seriously i do de okay! == ( bhb :P )

anywayz , today some ppl changed seats ; inclusive if HIMA ;D

she is now currently : sulking o-o''.

nth to post.

nth to write

nth to give

im broke and ive got no money (:

special post to :

RUTH TAN

HAPPY B-DAY ! wish u more chocolate and slim down 8D , jk jk . get good grades orhx :)

okie done.

2010-02-03T23:05:00.004+08:00

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I've got a coldd....

i sneeze alot at night - when i want to sleep.

so now , i can't sleep ...

T.T. . . .

i use how many tissues already liao lor :'(

Luckily i finished my maths , eng and chi hw at school before coming home .

But my dad still hasn't come back at 11pm ..

I'm blogging while waiting for my dad to come back from work.

nid sign so many things..

If i leave it at the table for him to sign , he sure will not notice it de.

Omg , my nose so red ==;;

now 11;09 pm...

rawr!

today classmates decorated the classroom , i feel so guilty , nvr help out :P

I will feel so xtra if i go help de , even though during spilt class i only cut some of the hong baos :x

and Kitherna ( I can't spell her name ==;; ) keep advertising her 'glitter' paper o.O i mean like its all PINK ... & its...kinda...too shiny ==;; anywayz , mr yee came back lerhx , must be because he was so angry about losing on sports day , then fell ill 8D

guess only okay , im not cursing him :)

During Chinese class , had chinese spelling , and teacher caught me copying >:O she nvr scold though , so nice xD

we also had handwriting competition , I sure lose de , so untidy xD don't know how i won last yr 3rd place thought :x

after school had band practice , played my contra until mouth ached :(

After band , nat , bee and hima went to nat's house.

Ruth treated me to 'milo' after band . LOL . the compensation was walking ruth back home with her . We took pictures and then we went our seperate ways and went home .

For some reason i think my hair is getting very curly ==''

i know its inherited , but its so freaking damn messy >:O

I think my dad's coming home soon , byes.

2010-01-30T18:58:00.003+08:00

hihi :)
got gastric pain ==''
wooooo ~
d.a.m
Dramas.Anime.Manga
MYYY LOVES
8D
'dam'
is my happi word
:)
anyway , yesterday was sports day , watch-ed to much on youtubee so never post 8D
B R A N I WIN! XD !!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY ~
LOL.
wootss , long jump brani got first *peace-ed* xD
i think mr yee is going to give the class alot of homework , due to LOSING O.o
Lhu hui ling also made qian wen , jia hui , hui li and me take a picture with her with the gold medals we earned == , and she said she would put it in a frame and give it to each of us o.o
oh rite.
I rmb-ed i haven't finished my homework ==''
tomorrow is sunday , ill finish it up tomorrow :x
- the next day after sports day ''SATURDAY''-
fast forward :)
I woke up at around ............... 8am o.O
and then after brushing my teeth eating breakfast BLAH BLAH BLAH.
then i played com , watched miss no good till 10am , then ruth called me.
then i forgot i had band practice - lucky she called ==''.
Ruth came to my house and then we went to band together. Actually we wanted to wait for hima at the bus stop , budden Ruth dont want to wait anymore after awhile so we left Hima - ( sorry hima T.T )
LOL.
went to band blah blah blah .
practiced until i was so VEX-ED , my mouth so tired from blowing :x
after band practice , nathlie , beehong , Ruth , hima and me waited for Yong sian to finish putting back all the percussion instruments and then we all walked out of school.
Then nathlie and yongsian went home first, then ruth also went home after that.
Then hima , bee and I wasted time talking lor o.o
then i wanted to go home but they prevented me from going home , they wanted to play basketball mah , even though i wasnt interested ==
then they bribed me with $20 o.o
I FELL FOR IT T.T
i went.
imma get 20 dollars on monday :3
im so srry im greedy , thats the way i am . imma MONEY FACE :D
Then Bee brought a girl called joey with us..
Then ( omg , have u noticed SO many 'then' ma? xD )when we went to the boon keng basketball court there , alot of ppl ma , so bee also pai seh go play ma , so we went to the playground == .
Anyway , I think Joey was about 5-8 o.o idk :P guess only.
Then i sit at the swing there lorr ~
swinggy.
THEN <-- see , SO many 'THEN' :D
we went to mac buy icecreammm ~
Joey cannot eat icecream properly O.o
Beehong also XD
suddenly saw police car driving around , then i was in PE t-shirt xO
then i just run home , bee and hima and joey still dere , look at me xD
no la . I actually really wanted to go home already.
Used excuse :P
Then When i came home need clean the house ==''
cause my maid went back to indo , so i nidda try cleaning T.T
ahhh ~
im surprised nia I can acutally do some chores , was so lazy when my maid was around =='' but my maid NAGS to much - i cant get used to eat cause ive never heard my OWN mother nag at me before. only 8 years ago i think . i rmb she scolded me o.o
okay , not much to write anymore.
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2010-01-27T22:03:00.002+08:00

* taps letter h *
hima..
WHR THE HECK ARE YOU.
why didn't you come to school :(
well i wasn't entirely lonely :x
im sure shes choinging audi ==''
not coming to school just cause ur mother's a doctor ==
-sigh-
must come back orhx , got science test le hima.
Okay , now back to the topic :)
Lets start from yesterday O.o 26/1/10.
So sad nia , hima kena caught for copying - i pity yu ming more -.-
maybe she never came cause paiseh see mr yee >.>
LOL.
Today surprisingly no maths hw , but today had band practice to 5pm.
Ruth's arm is 'fractured' :x
ok ok , not fractured , but i keep telling people , 'DONT TOUCH HER ARM , SHE'LL SCREAM IN PAIN - HER ARM IS FRACTURED' and then they believe the fractured part, and ruth wants to slap me o.O but seriously.
Peeps
DONT touch her RIGHT arm , you'll suffer.
:)
my pop - up art today is so 'LASTMINUTE' work , its FUGLY.
i had to do my own art folio :O
but i did it wrongly T.T and ky LAUGHED at me for my carelessness >:O
i've been seeing werid pictures around peoples blogs lately.
for example , there was a pic of a person in an mrt station , posted by a person's blog. The person was taking a picture of herself , but when the mrt windows reflected the womans picture , the womans FACE was so screwed and messed up , and the reflection hardly looked ANYTHING like her , i freaked out so much :(
The woman didnt even post anything about seeing a werid reflection.
could be without my specs , i cant see verii well .
My dad just got home JUST now.o.o
woooo ~ One of dad's friends gave him 'HUGE POCKY' its called chocky actually. Bigger ver of pocky 8D
I gotta end this post now , coz im outta things to write.
SO
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